Friday, July 28, 2006

Wednesday 26.07.06

It was xixi's birthday.Belated happy birthday,my dear.Nicole & Lolo planned to surprise her on tuesday night,as posted by xixi below.I would've gone if my godforsaken 'father' didn't sabotage my plans yet again.I felt so bad about ffking that I apologised to xixi straight after that*without ruining the surprise of course.haih.Again,I'm sorry xixi. =(

Thursday 27.07.06

It was sports day.I wasn't sure whether I qualified for any of the events or not,but I had already decided to go to the stadium at 9 to watch the cheer.I went to j1 first,to meet up with ashy and that boyfriend of mine who woke up an hour late that day 'cause he was busy dota-ing the whole night.When he finally came,he decided that he actually wanted to go for sports day,but he needed the shirt.Everyone else left for the stadium already,so he had to wait till his parents left the house to get the smkdj shirt at home.At 9.30,he got the shirt and we went to the stadium by 10++.He and edmund surprisingly managed to get in.I went around finding Kiki & Antheaa;Sat around with them snip snapping for about half an hour more or less.

Antheeyaa & Kiki *grins*

Ones For free and Ones from Guess.

Antheeya & I.I'm still waiting for that someday,Kiki.wahaha.

Reebok,Adidas & Skechers.I Think?

Kiki Nana <33mana xixi?hilang.tidur.

Then,DUM DUM DUM.Mun yoong's handphone was missing,called his phone.nobody picked up the phone and then it magicly turned itself off.He recalled leaving it at home & so I left Kiki & Antheeya to follow him back to his house to find his handphone.Went back to his house,handphone was nowhere to be seen.Only explanation,Either the cab driver took it or that other passenger who got in the same cab we got off of took it.We returned to the stadium,to find out that we weren't allowed in cause a teacher labelled us as the restricted outsiders.So we went to the nearby mamak to settle the missing handphone situation,made a couple of calls to the taxi service and so and so.We met up with the cab driver again,apparently,it was the latter explanation aforementioned.The driver offered to fetch us to aman suria where he dropped off that blardy passenger to find that dumbfcuk.We went from building to building,block to block,floor to floor,door to door asking if they've seen that dumbfcuk.In the end,no luck.No wonder Moral is compulsory;although people like us do not really require it. =) *Haih,poor babe.1.6k Poof gone,just like that.What a waste.

Friday 28.07.06

I haven't seen xixi for 3 days already,I kinda miss her. =( at least I'll get to see her tomorrow.mmhmmmhmm *nods head* Poor kiki will be stuck at her grandma's place.aih.I'm gonna waste some space ranting about what an asshole my 'father' is since he took practically half my wardrobe,the supposed obscene ones and dumped it godknowswhere without my consent.Blardy hell,its malaysia for godssake,its not freakin canada where sleeveless arent appropriate for the weather.I might as well be a nun or live in saudi arabia where woman are suppose to dress up like goddamn ninjas 24/7.All my mngs,topshop,miss selfridge,zara,guess,xoxo.GONE.It was months of my bloody allowance.Indecent?as if his clothes are anymore decent than mine,he looks like simon cowell plus out of control beer belly in them.ARGH!I'm going to take jian hao's advice and accumulate his clothing and donate them to the needy.grrrrr.

- Nana

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hey babess ! i'm soo fucking boredd ! and i uploaded most of our pics ! check it out babeyhh ! mwah *

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Thursday, July 27, 2006

my birthday cake from all my belover friends :)

MY BIRTHDAY

yesterday, all my troubles really seems so far away ! as in seriously . girls, i don't know what should i do to thank you guys for last night , as in seriously . first of all . i would wanna thank nicole for having such brilliant idea for my birthday . no doubt she's in australia right now, but she will be coming back this decemeber ! i am soo looking foward for that : ) u noe i mishh u soo much nicolee ! : ) thanks again ! it ment soooo muchh to mee ! :)

secondly, it's jlo !well , if it wasn't for him to buy the cake . i don't think i would have had such a wonderful nighht :)
i wurve u jlo ! and u noe it don't u vainpot :) u are my one and only male bytch i can click to . well . most of the time la actually =)

and not to forget . kiki ! thanks for coming yesterday ! i was seriously shocked to see u outside my room ! i was soo touched ! i lovee u kiki ! <3>

next, nana ! its okay that u couldn't make it . its the thought that count's darhlling =) and nope, i wasn't disappointed that u couldn't come . i wurvee u nana! mwa -

jeslyn, well, sadly. u couldn't come that day . but its alrighht . at least u were part of it ! thanks babe :)

well, these people are really something to me ! :) no doubt i'm not close to rhema no more . but i would still wanna thank her for those things she had done for me . i appreciate it a lot . sighh .

-those time-

honestly, if it wasn't for all this people . i wouldn't know where i would stand right now . and what would my life be . what else would be better than having good friends like em ? i wurvee u guys soo much ! <3

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Sunday, July 23, 2006

Ok.Lets rewind to Last Thursday.Saringan.Left the house at 6am.went to jelutong to meet up with ashy.Jiawen came to pick me up,willingly;& ashy too,reluctantly.Reached the stadium about an hour late.sat around waiting for my event to be over.event over,bored,needed to leave the stadium.Unfortunately,we weren't allowed to leave the stadium and whoever tries to leave would be blacklisted.Well,they located prefects at every entrance and exit available.bummer.but being stubborn and dumbassd.we came up with a few ideas to escape the bore-dium.A couple of them were flawed,so yea.Jiawen came up with the infallible idea of jumping from some open space around the stairs,which was aboutt 10++feet from the ground.Luckily,we heard from a buncha people that 2 people managed to leave the stadium from the toilet windows.and so monkey see,monkey do.Resulting to the 1st video.yea.there were alotta of people.Thats how boring it was alright.Back to the story,Jason chia was patroling that area.so being the traitor he is,he told on us,running to ustat(I think thats how you spell it),just 'ngam' the last of us jumped out when ustat came.And so,we ran.from the stadium.to the road.to the carpark opposite the stadium,running across the carpark,and into some secluded area that was a botanical garden i think.we stoned around that area for awhile 'cause we were told Siva was rounding the area on that motorcycle of his.Prakash went to fetch his motorcycle.everyone started splitting up,most of the guys headed for the cc.haaha.all that trouble for the sake of what?dota.hahaha.Adel,Jiawen and I went to Mandy's condo.bumped into lazaroo and bildo at the guardhouse.They wanted to go for the saringan too,but outsiders werent allowed.So we all went up to mandy's apartment,then lazaroo started videowhoring(2nd and 3rd video).note that lazaroo doesnt speak cantonese,but he can sing canto.ahaha.chilled there and I eventually ended up back in DJ to meet up with mun yoong. bla bla bla doink doosh.

The End. - nana.

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xixi came over to my house on friday and we watched brokeback mountain together. DAAYYMN that movie is corrupted! those scenes with them two cowboys making out were rather err... kinky? erotic? maybe. rough? DEFINITELY. they're lyk chasing each other then hugging then pushing then fall to the ground and suddenly they're rolling down the hill. sounds lyk a typical bollywood kinda scene? next thing you know, those psychos are punching n boxing each other. it's nuts! we had fun watching it though. skipped the boring blabla conversations, on to the interesting bits. hahaha. *wink wink*

xixi kept going " fuck weihhh i cannot tahan d... i feel so gay!"
kiki "yeaaaahh..." *squirms..moves a lil further*
hahahaha.

after that we showered and threw half my closet out looking for an outfit for the party later.
and then pergi party. sit down, chit chat, barbeque!, throw eggs & flour , mingle mingle. the kdu boiz were much entertaintment. i had fun in the end :)

anyhoo. i'm gonna check on those ppl fixing my house jamban.
byebyeee. kiki l a a a v

p/s: nana quick quick update on those videos!

5:13 PM

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Saturday, July 22, 2006

okay . today, was . as usual . arguements with noel and stuff . gahh ! and i felt soooo sorry i had to leave so early for nana's boyfriend's birthday partyy . i'll make it up to u all someday aitee ? : )

guess wut ? i wont be complaining about how sucky my life is today . instead . i will be telling u all how nice my life is now : )
i have my three best friend which i love ohhh soo muchhh . and i have a boyfriend that loves me too . i guess ?
i'm starting to fall for him again . but i'm scared at the same time . don't ask y . u guys noe it ! i'm paranoid ! i was dis fucking close to break up with him just now okayy !! goshh . but yet again . we didn't . because we love each other . cehh . sorry if i'm feeling all lovely now . i just don't noe why ! : )

newys . nicc!! when u come back, i am so gonna take u go yum char with me every fuckiing dayy !! and and !! we are gonna go to kajang right right ? away from civilisation . wait . is that how u spell ? hmm .. .

i wanna go for swimminnggg laa !! i wanna make my body tone even la ! now its like . so . pae laa ! and and ! nana ! keven is not weird okayy!! he's nice ! and he's taking me for shopping okayy !! and i really hope he doesnt have any twisted intention though . that would be scaryy = /

kiki ! i miss watching brokeback mountain with u ! gosh . let me share a lil about that show . okay . it is gay . but it was nice la ! i just love seeing guys making out .i know its awful . sorry . i'm random . but i just cant help it . u noe . the country side . nice views . camping . cowboy hats . sex in the camp . fishing together . swim together naked . darn ! its my kind of fantasy la ! okay . nvm . maybe i should really stop here and go to sleep : )
niiight . mwahs <33>

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

i changed my bluddy blogskin and then *lalabam*... someone else has the same skin. after all m "hard" work!!! DAMMIT. ah well. shoot that.
i haven't really got private time to blog cz a friend is bunking at my house. i can't be myself man. no freedom of expression at home anymore. i can't say "BLUDDYHELL" or some shyt lyk that out loud this whole week. taking over the com anytime i walk away, she's constantly peeking in on my convos over my shoulders. i don't mind, but some convos aren't meant to be read by her. some things, she musn't know.call me selfish or whatever. im just not used to ...er.. sharing my room, my com with outsiders i'm not close to anymore. i can't let her see some things lahhh. she's the angelic goody two shoes kinda person and some things i do are just big no-no's to her. and if she finds out...she'll tell another friend of ours, and that friend will go to the youth pastor, and then KABAM. i'll be in shyt. terus sent to counseling or something lyk that.

and i totally relate to what nana sed in her last post. i am getting nowhere with my studies. more tahn half a year gone, and my brain is literally empty. lyk some broken eggshell with yolk flowing out everywhere. info masuk one ear, keluar the other. no confidence for this pmr thingy thing. and as much as i moan bout myself being lazy. i CAN'T seem to get off my laurels n glue my eyes to the book and move my fingers. if only i could be remote controlled. forced to do whatever the remote commands. haha. confirm i'll be genius-fied!

and for no danged reason i'm constantly feeling down. i don't even know why! i sit awake at nyte n think n think n think n i'm still stuck there empty-minded. completely blank. but feeling that annoying feeling of frust and nada progress at anything. neither moving forward, neither moving backwards. just stuck. dont know how to shoo it away either. maybe i just have too much time on my hands that my head just floats away to goodness knows where. when i'm with my best mates i'm fine. im hyper, cz they're such hyper ppl too! xixi n nana always cheer me up. but at home, im just stoned stoned stoned. BAH. blame loneliness.

anyways, friend's gonna pop into my room any moment now. update lagi people. xP
oh and nana all the bestest at running tmr aight?! BERJAYAAAA!!
sry babe, i'm just dead drained of energy. the thot of hot sun n no food n dinks n boredom sittingin the stands is jsut too much for a tired pig lyk me. will cheer more on the 27th kaaaayy. muuuuuaaaacck.

<3>

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After 2 days,I would've expected a new post by now.especially from xixi. ahhaa. I guess you multi-bloggers are busy with your own blogs.oh welll,guess i'll be the odd one out. : )

anyhoo,the diagnostic tests were just over and i flunked miserably,as predicted.I somehow managed to forget to circle the question paper.hahah.all my subjects are deteriorating by the second already;and yet i'm not doing anything about it.and Pmr is in what?another 2 months or so?Have i studied?no.Have I been paying attention in class?no.Did I even bother to?no.WHy?I have no sense of commitment,time management and determination.haha.ok actually,i'm just lazy and easily amused la.heck,even xixi started studying already.bwargh.kiki,you should try laying off the never ending surveys so we can start drowning ourselves in books with xixi.haha *Nicole is freakin lucky larh ish.

I hope keven isn't reading this,but i just have to blurt out that I still find him insidiously freaky.Hes just so incredulously ...nice.ok.maybe i'm just being paranoid,but insanely nice people gets me freaked out thinking their psychopaths....I think i might've watched too much teevee.But think about it,what sane person would call up someone elses boyfriend after meeting them for less than a week.and then asking that person on a supposed "casual outing".Its doesnt sound right unless there are some twisted intentions.blargh.people like him freaks the schizophrenic out of me.He should be put in a strait jacket and locked up in an asylum okayyy.phew.I just wanted to voice that out.So,person,becareful alright? ; )

Saringan is tomorrow and kiki and xixi are gonna stay home and be lazy bums.as for me,i'll take the liberty to get up early in the morning for the sake of leaving this godforsaken house my father calls hell.I couldn't agree more,at least he knows what I think of it.and.Mun yoongs birthday is in 2 days and I don't know what to get him.I'm not even sure if i can celebrate it with him.I think i'll just stick with an IOU or somethin.haih.What to do la.I seriously suck.

Yeesh,I think i'm gonna continue pondering.

Lavvvv. <3333
Nana.

7:29 PM

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Monday, July 17, 2006

i just found out that . sometimes . having a boyfriend can really bring burden . but at the same time . being loved and wanted is something everyone crave for . oh wells . i cant tahan noel sometimes . we always argue and argue but yet again . i still love him . allllahhh ! help me la de . sometimes . we argue until i really have no more words to say d . haihs . newys . screww that . what's up peeps ? i just came back from school and the first thing i did was, i turned on the com, and start blogging ! gee, i'm really lifeless . teehee

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Sunday, July 16, 2006

Oh my gosh.I'm so jiakun with all this blogging fiddledee,so I apologise if this post somehow turns out wrong.haha.well,anyway,loves to kiki and xixi(did nicole help out too?) for being jobless enough to make a libo blog.its pretty. =) I would've helped if i knew craps and shits about html stuff.

Sorry kiki & xixi for abruptly offlining last night.psycho dad stormed out of the room and slammed the table missing me by a freakin inch telling me to get off the computer.rawr.hes such a bitch larh.and now i'm stuck here when i could be at the bu3's carnival right now with xixi and ian.(sorry,xixi & ian)I want shisha too by the way.(hinting ian)Just yesterday,kiki and I were talking about how our whole family hates us and we have no idea how to fix it.It bloody sucks that we dont have open minded parents like xixi's.You lucky...girl.Haih,I guess we'll just have to figure out a solution ourselves,right kiki?and that doesnt involve us splitting.birds of the same feather flock together. ; )

and and.Xixi's birthday is coming up.how how?we're gonna have to crack our heads for the party and kiki and i would have to think of what to buy xixi.hmm.condoms perhaps?

*I wanna meet nicole!!I dont mean to be freaky.but i do!ahaah.the libo i've never met.maybe when shes back in kl.

Weelll,I feel kinda weird typing to myself now.So I'm just gonna settle with this post for now.muack muack. <3

P.S. I love my boyfriend like how xixi loves her sohai boyfriend too. : ) wahaha.

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today , it's sad and good, actually, it's both .
a friend of mine, danial, went hospital, and the other, died .
i hate it whenever i see a friend of mine feeling down, especially koon sheng .
and worst, i've never seen him feeling this way . i'm so sorry koon sheng, i couldn't help much to cheer u up today .

and the happy one is, i went shopping with my mama : D
i didn't bought much tho, just a top from blook, a pair of ear ring and some beats shyt from forever21 : )
well, my birthday is coming up babeyyh, can't wait . ! hartamas, either cristros, karma , or soda, choose one for me babes : S

oh wells, till then, i wanna go watch tv d ! love loads hunn . mwahs *

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Saturday, July 15, 2006

pfaah . so i FINALLY updated my own blog :P and since i said i was gonna post on de libo a/c after i did mine , i shall ( :

and omg kiki . i had de same thing happen to me okay . zomgggg . i was nicely doing de html thingo . and it was my 1st freaking time so i took daaamn long to figure out which was which . and of course wen i clicked submit it asked me to type in de username and password agaiiin . wen i got back to it .. pooof * all fckn GONE . aaaargh !#(@$&@$@)*@
so geraming . but anyways . yayy we`re sorta kinda mayB done with ourr layout yea ?

so tomorrow i`m going to CHURCH ! de 1st tiiime everr since i came heree .
:P and den and den and den . we`re going YUMCHA . whooots . i can`t wait . i looove de dimsum dere . awesome shyte . in knoxcity ! hee`
gonna meeet up with mum`s relatives and blablabla . i`l jus b enjoying de foood . yumm .
i`m gonna try to finnish up my homework as wel . de weeekend passes by toodamn FAST okay . i can`t wait til de end of de year . i can`t wait i can`t wait ! haha .
us libo`s gon hav a libo reuniooon . as soon as i get to noe trina . lol .

hmm what`d i do today . OH . i got up at freaking 8.45 A . M .
whatdefuckness . i scared de hell outta kingsley wen i came out :P i staayed home de whole daay . onliningg . total com addict and it doesn`t even sound attractive wen i say it . pffts .
kiki and i were sayiing our lives wud so dull and phonebills go rise up sky high if it wasn`t for the internet xD
which is prettymuch truuue . ooooooooooooooooooooh ! andand i got PINK earphones !
cuz de ones dat came wiht my mp3 got all retarded . so yesh . we went to get new ones and i saw de pink one and fainted .

okay no i didn`t faint . we bought it laa . a bit de obvious right . lixiaaaaaan ! zomgg . joshjoshh . i`m so in craziness for him . haha . i dun even noe if it makes sensee . ooohwels .

wheee . i`m off now ppl . til nex tiiime
looves .

* - niiic ( :

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la da di da . i <33>

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Friday, July 14, 2006

FINALLY! done with the links and html thingy things. my stupid com hung a lil earlier which wiped off every single effing thing i typed out. PFFFAHH. enjoying some yummy bites of branded crap on BryanBoy.com again. damn that gay is hawt! nyah nyah. xP sitting around waiting for some royal bums to arrive n pick me up in their lil honda carriage and get the hell out the house bfore the mother comes back. i have absolutely nothing to do. no mood to camwhore. lousy camera. i want a sony t9!

oohlala

*tummy grumbles*
im gonna raid the fridge.
taaaaaaa. kiki xx

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i've finally made a blog ! just for the libo's to talk and share our comment about thing's around us : )
let me start off thing's with what's going on with my life . i'm simple . i don't live up to other people's expectation . nor do i feel they must live up to mine . i have a very messed up life but right now, everything seem's to be alright to me ler . i hate my family . and i hate going to school . i'm stubborn and i'm sensitive . i get hurt by words easily . i treassure friendship a lot and right now, i feel so lucky to have friends like the libo's . they've been there for me everytime i needed someone to cling on to . thanks : )

i have a very sohai boyfriend which i love so much . we've been together since last year, but we broke up for a while and now, we're back together . a dumb thing for me to do huh ?

okay, enuf, it's time for me to go to school ! catch you guy's later aite ?
much love <3
-lixian-

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