Saturday, September 23, 2006

Pmr is in about a week.Thank god.I'd like to spead the joy,by putting up a countdown clock.

Ok,this was the only one I could find that works,and ironically the most cheapshitted one,so yea.As long as the numbers are running,I'm fine with it. =)

Anyway,I should be studying.So I'm gonna post up a few more inspirational pictures and hit the books.

Every students studying guide."Kaedah untuk lulus dalam ujian".

Yes Ian,Trina does/can study.

The slacker.tsk tsk.Haha.nah,actually.shes the most hardworking one among us.

Essential to our study sessions,Cadbury's chocolate biscuit Bytes.

There are some other piggybacking videos in xixi's phone.to be updated in the near future.haha.Xoxo.

-Nana.

"Sometimes you gotta laugh through the tears,smile through the pain so that you can live through the sorrow."

8:42 PM

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Thursday, September 14, 2006

So I've finally taken the liberty to update our dead blog.Well,sorta.Xixi's rantings about bildo are starting to bore Kiki and I.hahahaahah.We do care about what she rants about though. Anyway,I'm gonna make this one short and quick 'cause I'm compelled to obey the laws of the m.o.t.h.There's no escaping the inet protector,people.Be afraid,be very afraid.

What have we been doing these past 2 weeks?

You've guessed it! study study study.Teeth-grinding,eye-straining,Head-cracking,migraine causing studying.Ok,that maybe a lil exaggerated but what the heck,bubble up the enthusiasm for PMR.Afterall,its only 18 days away from now.No pressure. =)

Besides that,We've been goofing around in between our "hardcore" studying session to loosen up abit.We had Maccas today!!& it was goooood.I'm just gonna jumble everything together.

I've been spending alot of "study" time with the lovely Kiki.
Laming around.Spreading the lavvv.Haha,told you,lame.

Revolutionised by the fabulous xixi,the new genre of bimbettes turned lala hiphop posers.
* I'm so ashamed.

♪Love,love will keep us together.I said it before and I'll say it again......♪
I love these girls to teeny tiny spots of microorganisms.

OH! and I would like to share my asian lesbian celebrity crush with all you people out there.Thanks to some pervert from my tuition center who got me into this with his stupid mp4 video shit,I've been watching this video he transfered into that crapofasquarethingofhis everytime I go for tuition.But she seriously is freakin' hot,for an asian.Jessica Alba is still the IT woman.

Oh yea,the other X-rated pictures had been put in the hands of Xixi.Therefore,I will not post up furthermore obscene pictures to avoid anymore slutploitation.(Refer to post below)No,we did not practice any vaginal/sexual activities.No,we don't plan to be pornstars.No,we are not lesbians.We were just incredulously jobless.

I guess thats it for now.Time for more librarynizing.I'd love to remind all Pmr-ers how many days,hours,minutes & seconds there are left 'till PMR but the figures are starting to freak me out too,so forget it.I'll save it for the people in my class.

Loves.
Nana.

"Love is intoxication,pain and overwhelming affection.Unrequited love is a poison to your soul,the more you love - the more you hurt yourself.And,in hurting yourself,you wind up loving them all the more.They can't even fathom the notion that their existance infatuates you.How could they possibly hurt you?They can't.They just can't.And,you tell yourself you hate them,cursing them.But,that's all wrong,feeling is what makes life,makes your soul.And,I know it hurts."

I guess people do change afterall.

10:16 PM

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just for you <3

Since you left the things I love just havnt been the same
All that I have left of you is a picture in a frame
Things just don’t feel the same without you
The world is just not as fun without you

Things just don’t taste the same without you
And what I am saying to you is from my heart and is true
I miss your eyes, I miss your hugs, I miss your sweet embrace
I miss your smile, I miss your kiss and that look on your face
I will always be the one here for u to hold
When you are lost and stuck out alone in the cold
You were the one that always put a smile to my face
You were the one that always made my heart race
Now without you in my heart there is an empty space

-lixian-
-p h i l o p h o b i c -

ps : i finally have a new blog, and u can search it up by looking on ur right, just below kiki<3>

3:47 PM

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Saturday, September 09, 2006

I MISS YOU, I DO

I miss the way you'd talk 2 me
and tell me itd be alright.
I miss the way you'd look at me
and say you'd call me 2nite.
I miss you saying good bye at the door
then gave me a kiss while everyone passed.
I miss the way you said "I love you"
and I stood there in shock.
I miss the fact that you'd still love me
even if I woudnt talk.
I miss your arm around me
knowing that we were 2gether.
I miss how I would give you a hug
and you would hug me back.
I miss how we would hold each other
outside on the track.
I miss being able 2 say, "I'll miss you"
but now I cant, u see?
Because I know I already do,
I miss thinking you'll always be there,
and I'll always be in your arms,
I miss being with you
and knowing there is no harm.
I miss having a reason,
to wake up each morning,
but now that we are gone,
instead, I wake up crying.
I miss having a reason,
to go to sleep at nite,
to know I will wake up,
and everything will be alright.
But the thing I miss the most,
is having a purpose to eat,
having a purpose to live, at all,
because without you,
I'm incomplete.

funny how the whole world becomes depopulated when only one person is missing . and yet, u seem lonely and empty without the other . it was all a mistake, and i was dumb enough to have thought, that we would work things out . i will never be the same again, and i'll never fall in love with another, i was to be blame for this relationship, i fucked it up. it hurt's to know that i've given up everything just for you, and yet, u are still confuse over something i'll never know . what sadden's me, is the 9months relationship we once have, the relationship that was filled with laughter, happiness, sadness, arguements will go to waste, just in a blink of an eye . I knew, from yesterday, that he has stopped loving me a long time ago . Sad isn't it ? that the person u thought would care for u the most, turn up to be the one who made the tear fall from your eye . i'm not being drama here, but fuck, that's love, i'm just unfortunate enough to have fallen in love with him . things just changed without me knowing why and when . and it hurt's to know that u'll never love me the way i loved u .

-lixian-

11:03 AM

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Tuesday, September 05, 2006

dear nana,

Love is like a wave, you just have to learn to ride it.
You hurt and u eventually fall,
but u learn to get up and u learn to stand tall.
Love is confusing and it could hurt so very bad
It creates laughter and joy but it may also make u mad.
When two hearts come together
u must work hard to make it last. Learn to cope with today and try to forgive the past.
When the person u love wiped your tears when u cry
turned out to be the person who made the tear fall from your eye.
Don't give up on trying
for you'll never ever see
How beautiful that wave would've been
Love isn't always easy
and it isn't always true
But give it all a chance
it isn't all that hard to do.
When it's hard to watch your love, go and love somebody new.
Believe the wave is constant and you will ride another too.
When it hurts to look back and you're afraid to look ahead,
Close your eyes and listen to the wave and remember what it said.
"Love is like a wave, you'll never know which one you'll ride. Love is like a wave, learn to feel it and don't hide. Love is like a wave if you never ride it you'll never know. How beautiful it feels, how beautiful it is so.
Believe that in your heart
you could ride it all the way.
So close your eyes and listen
"What does your wave say?"

nana, u deserve someone better . someone who actually appreciate's u . c'mon, u noe u can do better than this . u noe we will always be here supporting u no matter what u do right ? and we all love u nana <3

-libo lav-

-lixian-

1:03 AM

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Monday, September 04, 2006

Today,I've finally reached the verge of breaking down.I honestly give up,I give up in putting effort and wasting my time.Whats the point anyway?Looking forward to see the person you care about the most,change for the better,& being pinned down by disappointment in the end.Perhaps my expectation might have been too much to ask of one.How could anyone have asked such from another person,when to the other person,you are nothing,they can't comprehend it.They tell you how they feel,but you think that it might've been all sweet talk,to get the better side of you;mistakes after mistakes,forgiveness becomes jaded.You think to yourself,How could I've been so blinded?You know after so many chances,there was no progress.and yet this little pain in the ass called hope,false hope to be more precise,sits beside you through the way,tricking you into looking at the brighter side : People can change if given the chance.You see the well-being in every individual,oblivious to their other half.Untill the heartaching truth hits you at the back of your head telling you that it just wasn't meant to be.It hurts to realise that you couldn't be the one to change that person,however,despite the pain,you still hope for the best for them,hoping someone else would be able to do what you couldn't.Stupid as it maybe,but,fuck,its love.

+ I find myself wanting to feel heartbroken over you.And realizing that I have nothing to feel heartbroken about.If you were remotely worth it,you wouldn't have let me walk away so easily.

P.S. You did try,just not hard enough. =)

That's enough venting.Now more pictures as mentioned.

Sorry people,don't feel caption-y today.

Loves

Trina.

6:37 PM

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Sunday, September 03, 2006

MY MERDEKA'S EVE

now, its my turn to talk about what i did on my merdeka's eve ! = )
well, i went tuition . same as usual, and den . jlo called, and asked me if i wated to go genting . at first, i thought, haihs . don wan ler . but, second thought, why not ? i wanna drink !

so , we all went up there lo . jam like hell . but it was fun ler . it was fucking cold okayy !! but what to do = /
i drank and drank . thinking about how fucked up noel can be . thinking of all the things i've done for him , without being appreciated, thinking of why did i fell inlove with him ? thinking and thinking, i cant stop thinking okay ? i wasn't happy at all , but the liquor saved my ass . after a few cup's . i cant stop laughing . talking to my self . talking to jlo talking to whoever that talks to me ler .

all i can remember, is that, i asked chun wing to take a walk with me, up the stairs i think . den we walk and walk . till i cant tahan d . i sat down . and started la . me talking all the bullshyt that i cant even remember right now . laughing non stop . telling him how shity my life is i think . i cant remember . but all i can remember, is that i puked more than i drank . just like that jlo said . it was hell of a night ler . seriously . fun ! too bad the other libo's couldn't come . especially nic ! when u come back, we are so gonna drinkk . k k k ? = )

thank you to all those ppl who helped me out that night . it was crazy la . seriously . i got wasted like fuck . tsk tsk . here are some picture of us = )

linda,jlo,kuai yan and me

chun wing, one of the guy that took care of me while i was drunk

god know's what we were doing

group picture ?

me and jlo , of course = )

guess what i was doing ? still cant guess ? think harder !

last but not least, jlo, was half wasted .

well, that's about it ler . lazy to blog d . well, at least i had my fun that night . .if u wish to see more pictures, visit jlo's blog aite ?

night * mwa
-lixian-

6:46 PM

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