Saturday, September 09, 2006
I MISS YOU, I DO
I miss the way you'd talk 2 me
and tell me itd be alright.
I miss the way you'd look at me
and say you'd call me 2nite.
I miss you saying good bye at the door
then gave me a kiss while everyone passed.
I miss the way you said "I love you"
and I stood there in shock.
I miss the fact that you'd still love me
even if I woudnt talk.
I miss your arm around me
knowing that we were 2gether.
I miss how I would give you a hug
and you would hug me back.
I miss how we would hold each other
outside on the track.
I miss being able 2 say, "I'll miss you"
but now I cant, u see?
Because I know I already do,
I miss thinking you'll always be there,
and I'll always be in your arms,
I miss being with you
and knowing there is no harm.
I miss having a reason,
to wake up each morning,
but now that we are gone,
instead, I wake up crying.
I miss having a reason,
to go to sleep at nite,
to know I will wake up,
and everything will be alright.
But the thing I miss the most,
is having a purpose to eat,
having a purpose to live, at all,
because without you,
I'm incomplete.
funny how the whole world becomes depopulated when only one person is missing . and yet, u seem lonely and empty without the other . it was all a mistake, and i was dumb enough to have thought, that we would work things out . i will never be the same again, and i'll never fall in love with another, i was to be blame for this relationship, i fucked it up. it hurt's to know that i've given up everything just for you, and yet, u are still confuse over something i'll never know . what sadden's me, is the 9months relationship we once have, the relationship that was filled with laughter, happiness, sadness, arguements will go to waste, just in a blink of an eye . I knew, from yesterday, that he has stopped loving me a long time ago . Sad isn't it ? that the person u thought would care for u the most, turn up to be the one who made the tear fall from your eye . i'm not being drama here, but fuck, that's love, i'm just unfortunate enough to have fallen in love with him . things just changed without me knowing why and when . and it hurt's to know that u'll never love me the way i loved u .
-lixian-
11:03 AM
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