Monday, September 04, 2006
Today,I've finally reached the verge of breaking down.I honestly give up,I give up in putting effort and wasting my time.Whats the point anyway?Looking forward to see the person you care about the most,change for the better,& being pinned down by disappointment in the end.Perhaps my expectation might have been too much to ask of one.How could anyone have asked such from another person,when to the other person,you are nothing,they can't comprehend it.They tell you how they feel,but you think that it might've been all sweet talk,to get the better side of you;mistakes after mistakes,forgiveness becomes jaded.You think to yourself,How could I've been so blinded?You know after so many chances,there was no progress.and yet this little pain in the ass called hope,false hope to be more precise,sits beside you through the way,tricking you into looking at the brighter side : People can change if given the chance.You see the well-being in every individual,oblivious to their other half.Untill the heartaching truth hits you at the back of your head telling you that it just wasn't meant to be.It hurts to realise that you couldn't be the one to change that person,however,despite the pain,you still hope for the best for them,hoping someone else would be able to do what you couldn't.Stupid as it maybe,but,fuck,its love.
+ I find myself wanting to feel heartbroken over you.And realizing that I have nothing to feel heartbroken about.If you were remotely worth it,you wouldn't have let me walk away so easily.
P.S. You did try,just not hard enough. =)
That's enough venting.Now more pictures as mentioned.
Sorry people,don't feel caption-y today.
Loves
Trina.
6:37 PM
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