g i r l t a l k

2007-04-09T22:10:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.

this is a final post to tell ya`ll that this blog will be closed down very soon so don`t visit it anymore cuz it`ll be dead. yes. dead. so byebye (:

Shoestring

2007-01-19T21:28:00.000+08:00

Jimmy Jimmy Jimmy Jimmy Whoop! Jimmy Whoop!

Nana bananaaa came to school like 20 minutes before school ended...in a PINAFORE.
Like where's the camera when you need one??!
She looked TEN TIMES YOUNGER and I gotta say that she looked so...dare i say it? Yes, I will.
....CUUUUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh don't you looooove being cute, Trina? *bats eyelashes* =D

Sooo...
New stuff. New books. Cash gone. Papers everywhere. New school term. New friends. New/ old new classmates. Or renewal of friendship. Shuffling of classes. Crazy timetables. Piles of homework. String of headaches. Mind full of question marks - School's back. Sigh.

Two weeks gone and I've lost the zest of a new start. Getting tired of the daily schedule already. Monday blues. Friday reliefs. Wanting more sleep. Wanting more fun.

No more late nights joyrides. No more late night snooker.
No more driving anywhere just to chill. No more searching for naan/pizza at 4am.
Aiyo just no more late stuff la tiu.

-There's a HUGE hole in the wall beside me. No, I did not punch the wall.
-The boys and their guess-who's-and-which-hand-caught-the-coin muses keep me entertained in class.
-There's so little time to even take a breath in between classes, it's depressing.
-Pn Tan C.K is nice but not nice in a nice way. Get it? No? Aiyo. Stupid!
-Ming Chun looks so gay when he stands at Angsana's backdoor in that hiao po fashion.*shudders.

We're all occupied with our own stuff in school, adjusting, finding our place blablabla. Hardly get to spend much time hanging out except for recess time. Feels a lil like being in the same place but yet miles apart. Grr. Nana and Xixi are currently in the same class and I'm as usual, the oddball who landed in another class. Xixi's taking IT. Trina and I are taking accounts but in different streams. She and May Jin are gonna appeal for class change!
On a random completely note, Xixi manages to get away with eating in class and still remains thin as a stick, I'm acting the total dork in class, keeping up with work and stuff..which is rare...so now Jelly thinks I'm ~~emo~~ (Like what's up with that???) coz I'm so quiet, and Trina's lame-arsed jokes are spreading around that I'm about to smack my forehead inwards.

Busy busy beeeeeeeee.
Off to watch teevee.
See ya later, alligator!

Cheese.

2007-01-14T13:18:00.000+08:00

I'm so enthusiastic today that I'm gonna put up most of the candid shots throughout December '06.

& last but not least.

Feast your eyes on Ben_Lijia...with eyeliner!
Pretty innit?

Well,that's all the pictures I have,I think.

Toodles.
Nana.

Moving on.

2007-01-07T16:33:00.000+08:00

Hello,I'm backkkk.I'll put up the rather random candid shots later on.The supposedly more eventful ones first.

The stay at Chan LiJia's

Rhema,Elvin,Nicole & I spent about 4 days over at Ben's place 'cause it was abandoned.We celebrated our boredom by downing Malibu,Sky Vodka,Moet Chandon Champagne & Chile White Wine.

Elvin,Kelvin & Ben tried to be smart arses by mixing random drinks for us girls.As 3 of us were chitchatting in the other room,those 3 stooges kept running in with glasses asking us to down it together when their glasses were only filled with sprite whereas ours were dissolved with alcohol.Not only that,they later on carried out a few games of indian poker & aces,which left most of us pretty much KOed.Well,what goes around comes around doesn't it,so the 3 spikers had to take care of Rhema,Nicole & I since their plans of getting us wasted went wrong.

On the last day over there,the area could possibly be strapped with biohazard warning signs 'cause there were moulds and funguses growing.Left over puke,2 weeks old Mcdonalds,4-days-old maggi mee.Try putting that picture in your head,Repulsively revolting.

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Ok,Now I completely forgot what happened 'cause it's actually the 14th of January now.I thought I had deserted the blog,but since I'm free now & I didn't want to leave this post hanging.I'll just finish it off once & for all.

Candice's birthday

A lil' sneak peek of Dear Size 32.Topless,again...Less pornographic.

Look me in the eye & tell me you don't want some.

New Years Eve sucked for me

Fireworks sucked.Atmosphere sucked.Venue sucked.Plans sucked.

The people...

Maybe it wasn't that bad afterall.

A day after new years...
at Genting

for bubble blowing.

That's it for now.Not much elaboration in this one.Too lazy.Must watch The L word.

I'll put up more.

someday.

My new addiction.

So sizzling hot;she could turn a straight girl lesbian.

Loves
Nana

P.S. I'm still very much heterosexual.

Procrastination is like masturbating.You enjoy it at first but it'll always end up being you fucked yourself.

2007-01-06T03:23:00.000+08:00

I have been procrastinating for far too long.Not even a New Years post.Gosh.School has started,everyone has been occupied;But not me.I'm so yet again lifeless to post this long arsed page of events.I think I'll go chronically with this.Picking up from the last post.

Starting off with...

Rhema's christmas dinner

Before the party we went over to 1u for a movie.Since I'm such a loving daughter *coughs*,I invited my mommy to watch Eragon with us.After the movie,we catched a cab back to Rhema's for her christmas dinner.

Rhema got a boo-boo 'cause Malaysian constructions are retarded.

Ouch.

At Rhema's,we got ready & watched as the guest arrived.

After everybody left,we were craving for booze.It was Christmas eve's afterall.I think

The combination was bad.But we humans just love them alcohols,don't we?

Couple of days later...

I was suppose to go to Velocity,but ended up not going 'cause of peer pressure & other reasons.The day before,we went to Maison again,in hopes of bumping into Chay again.However,in disappointment,Jervis backed out.Putting that aside,it was Ezra's birthday as well.

& finally Wan Ru could make it.Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

So yet again,Kelvin,Kelvin's friend,Jeslyn,Rhema,Elvin & I journeyed to Subang to pick Wan Ru up.Being the annoying thing she is,she pulled a Wan Ru by messing up the meet up point and stalling.No,I still have not completely cracked yet,Wan Ru.Try again next time.

We ended the night with a drunken driver which pretty much scared the balls and pussies off of everyone sitting in the car.We have to give Kelvin some kudos for being able to drive us safely back to Taman Tun.Good job,dude.

Damn it,I can't take it anymore.Need sleep.Will update......soon.

'Till then.

Entertain yourselves.

Loves,
Nana

Mistletoe

2006-12-25T17:20:00.000+08:00

Why helloo there...
Been ages since I touched this blog.
Bloody dead quiet innit?

Anyhoots,

MERRY CHRISTMAS YA`LL!!

I spent my Christmas eve at my gram's house in Taman Desa watching TV and falling asleep to annoying mahjong blocks clashing together. I starved myself since the morning coz I was supposed to head over to Hilton's but Ma twisted her ankle so we ate in.
I managed to slice up the turkey all by myself. Bloody huge roasted bird. Sore hands.
Got out the wine and guitar. Drinks and sing song time!
I wanted to join Johann and some friends at Bangsar but I didn't after I got an earful of lectures.
John and the rest came to Tmn Desa and surprised me with my xmas prez around 12+ i think
Then pool afterwards. And then home.

I had breakfast with Ma at PJ Hilton today.
Had the Champagne breakfast and pancakes. Mmmm...
I saw their choo choo train christmas display. It's soooo cute.
Reminds of the stuff I saw in America. =)))
Alex picked me up and went to OU to grab some last minute prez's and lunch.
Now I'm sitting in Alex's room blogging bout half my day with John and Lex sitting behind me yakking away.
Kay I'm off to join em or something.
Taa lav.

Kiki out!

So here I am.

2006-12-24T05:16:00.000+08:00

Hot fudge.The blog is rotting again.

I haven't been consistently updating the blog like before 'cause my CPU is gone.All my picture folders have turned into chocolate(disappeared).So now I'm using J.Lo's laptop to update while the others are playing monopoly in the other room.

Firstly,since it's technically the 24th now.

Merry Christmas.
in advance

Anyway,I'll just blog with what pictures I have now.A couple of days ago we went to Maison with J.Lo,Elvin,Jervis and Ben for god-knows-who's Birthdays.

I met up with Kiki at her house to get ready & J.Lo picked us up to meet up with Nicole & etc.Dropped by Lixian's to wait for the others to get ready 'cause they went to ChowYang's Pasar Malam before that.

J.Lo didn't get a chance to get ready 'cause it was hitting midnight & it was ladies night at Maisons,so he dropped us off first.

I'm bloody lazy to put in detail what happened.Maybe just that Maison was fudgin' happening.

Finally,A complete picture of the Libo's.

Oh,& Jervis met this Sabahan British fella named Chay while he was at the table drinking.You people should've seen how freakin' "fraternal" they were.A lil' too friendly I dare say.Yikes

See what I mean by Too friendly.It's scary really.

I shall update the other pictures when I get back home.I followed Ben to Melacca just yesterday,& we were bloody stuck at that place for 5 agonizing hours;watching people trying to cross the flood.Pathetic.& today we were suppose to go to Penang with Wan Ru but that girl just had to ditch us...me again.So we ended up going to Kajang for Satays.

Few hours later,here I am now,after Monopoly,blogging about past events.How thrilling.whoo-pee.

Loves,

Nana.

2006-12-15T17:53:00.000+08:00

after maison last night, everything was screwed up . i'm not gonna say what . but honestly, i felt hurt . that's all .anyway.

i only took one picture with mandy, cause through out the time, i was too busy talking to other people .

and about the trip to pulau ketam with rhema, nicole, jlo, and pao yi . i finally got the pictures .

on the way there .

when we were there .

rhemaa .

the wind was strong .

and also some pictures from our laundry and ice bar night out .

nicole,rhema,me

me and ezra .

till then . i'm gonna go and rest again .
-xixi-

Goodbye my friend.

2006-12-14T03:02:00.000+08:00

Me,Ben,Nicole,Rhema,Jeslyn & J.Lo were all ready to go Alexis for dinner with Jian Hao & girl-friend.

We somehow got misleaded to the Alexis in Telawi.Sorry la,I didn't know there were 2 Alexis in Bangsar.I should carry a map around.

Alexis's food is fudgin' good.Especially the Pavlova.It's like a cure for anorexia.

Yes,That is how a retard eats.

J.Lo's overbleached hair.Oh dear. refer to him for the story

Our patriotism towards school.Schoolgirl hair.

J.Lo always seems to be the pimp daddy.Envy much?

Jian Hao is going off to London & Paris soon & I'll miss every scratch of bitch on him.

Goodbye & take care,you twisted weirdo.

I've been blogging alot.I'm getting sloppy.I have to get the bed ready for Ben now.

Loves,
Nana.

If it makes you happpyyyyy.

2006-12-13T18:28:00.000+08:00

After a much delayed planning of going for karaoke the whole year round.It finally materialised last night.Haha,sounds so dramatic.

After blogging yesterday,I went to the curve to meet Rhema,Ben & Ezra at Laundry.But since Ben seems to dread going there already.We went to TGIF's for dinner instead.Not long after,J.Lo arrived.He purposely wore his cap so he won't be recognised there.However,that won't be any use if I were there 'cause I'd shout his name out just to irritate him from what he's avoiding.Haha!

After ordering a lil' too many dishes,Ezra & Ben had to go off to pick Nicole from her aunt's house.& Kiki on the way as well.WHOO.Finally,that girl has found time for us.& she has purple highlights!So Barney.Xixi couldn't make it in the end 'cause she had financial difficulties.Rawr,don't worry babe,there's always next time.

When all of them got back,we sat down to bullcrap over a RM5 Bill,thanks to J.Lo.Then I believe it was Nicole who first realised we were late for karaoke 'cause J.Lo actually booked it at 9.30.So a few of us settled the bill whereas the others went to settle the Karaoke-ing.

Ok,this is getting a little too tedious.So I'll cut every single detail about what went on & skip to the pictures.

We sang from Oldies to ABC's.Literally.

Nicoleee.Rhemaaa.Trinaaaa.Kirstennnn.
Colour us silly.

Haha.Pulling a Bennifer.(Ben+J.Lo)It's not real lahh.

Let me show you what I'm talking about.

Geebers.

After about 5 hours of screaming our lungs out 'cause I can't sing for peanuts.From Kelly Clarkson to Carpenters to Malay-singers-I-never-heard-of to Jay Chou and finally Spice Girls.The mother forced me home.

The others went to Petaling Street to check out modified Hot Chiqs.& were later faced with the whole No-IC crisis again.Buggin' corrupted police,bribe bribe bribe.Fudgers.KL is bloody fudged-up.

& they were all advertising J.Lo's christmas present.You people,haha.

They love their penises. Haha.

Well,that's all.You can go to Kiki's blog to check out more pictures & all,that's if she decides to update her blog.Update it,woman.

3/4 Libo

I'm off to bid my dearest brother from another mother farewell now.That lucky slut is going off to Paris.

Loves,
Nana.

Prom.Aiyo,forget it.

2006-12-12T16:27:00.000+08:00

So yesterday I went for lunch with J.Lo & his buddies.I still remember the pork-eating malay dude's name,Aiman.If that's how you spell it.We went to this place called Ah ??? 's Bak Kut Tea.Haha,Bak Kut Tea.& for a place that specialises in Bak Kut Teh,it's pretty darn sick that they don't have Yao Za Guai,the kuih shit.I think that's what it's called,my canto sucks lah.

We picked Nicole up from Giorhaur's house after that.When we entered his house 'cause J.Lo wanted to drop by to say hi to him,the first thing in sight were enormous cages of those ZAK ZAK ZAK tail-dropping creepy reptiles.SICK.

Anyway,we went to 1u to meet up with Rhema & Ben.Walked around to find Nicole's prom dress.No fret really,she only had 45 minutes to get a dress,make up,hair-do & go off to prom with Julius.So we went to Padini Authentics,Redrummurder,Egete & Tangoo.She couldn't find her cup of tea,so we called up Julius to cancel on him.Besides,what kind of guy makes his prom date pay half for the tickets?Hello,guys,go look up in the dictionary for Chivalry,improve yourselves.It's bad enough girls have to get their own dresses;I always thought guys were suppose to pay for the dresses as well though,but maybe that's just me thinking too high-maintenance-ly.

We actually found a last-minute replacement prom date for him;Jazzle Dazzle.Making her go through all the trouble of coming up with an excuse to leave work early.As we were fetching Jazzle Dazzle back home to get her dress,Julius ended up telling her she's not needed anymore.@!#%^*.Man,do we love wasting each other's time.

We went to Jazzle Dazzle's house anyway,J.Lo & I played Need For Speed Carbon with Jazzle Dazzle's brother.That small boy beat the both of us.Damn malu wei!I miss my PS2,they even have a pink coloured one now,but no,my eyes are on the ps3.Bwahaha.

Since Rhema & I exclaimed going to the Fondue House,that's where we went after that.Soda is so bloody jeng jeng colourfuly pretty.We sat ourselves down,ordered to our satisfactions.Mahai,I wanted marshmellows & buttercakes,and they conveniently ran out of both of them.Cowshit.

Salivate with us.

Sweet like chocolate?

I still want my marshmellows & buttercakes you buggers.

Wouldn't it be nice if the world were Cadbury? =)
*J.Lo doesn't have blue hair.

After wallaping all the dishes;sausages,mixed fruits,strawberries,mini ice cream scoops,seafood platter,french fries,hot/iced chocolates,chocolate fondues.We all left with crapulous & corpulent for some of us stomachs.I think it's confirmed that I'm going to die a Diabetic.Oh well.

Next stop - Laundry.

Ben : "Oh Gesus." *Rhema's cue to laugh* God,I wonder how long I'm going to use that line.
Rhema & Ben has been going to Laundry/Sanctuary for the past 9++ days.So bloody unfair.

Some deceitful people think their the sun & the whole world revolves around them.Right,Rhema? *rolls eyes & walks off*

Cheerio.Haha.

I had to go home after that whereas the others went to rasta for shisha.Bwargh.

I'm off to the curve now.Toodleloo.

Nana.

Attention.

2006-12-10T01:30:00.000+08:00

Oh.and

ATTENTION!

DON'T HAVE ANY PLANS FOR CHRISTMAS EVE YET?

WANNA GO SOMEWHERE FUN?

Have money to spend?

Special invites to Zouk for Santa's Secret Escapade Countdown

Time : 9PM
Venue : Zouk KL
Ticket quantity : 5 only

Please seek any of the Libo's for information.

Am I missing out on something?

2006-12-09T16:13:00.000+08:00

Flashback.

I still haven't gotten the chance to waste my holidays with xixi & kiki.Yes,I do feel left out,I'll sob in my own Libo'd solitude.

Instead,I've been wasting it with Dear a yearOlder Ian Koh Xian Jian.He claims to have grown taller and thinner,but I don't think so.You have to cut down on your daily Dota routine.

Anyway,I met up with another Ian who just came back from Aussie;& some other bunch of primary classmates.It's unbelievable how we were talking about what we talked about 3 years ago.I guess some things don't really change.I later on met up with Wan Ru,that girl never ceases to try to get on my last nerve,she left after a couple of hours of stoning.It was fun though.

I quote :
"Stoning is the funnest thing on earth.Nothing beats stoning.You can't get bored of stoning."

Ian & I accompanied J.Lo for dinner after that.& Holy mother of Mary,J.Lo could actually click with my primary classmates.It just shows how childish/lame you truly are,J.Lo.

After that,Ian & I gallivanted off to have our dinner at Paddingtons.A pancake a day keeps chocolates at bay,temporarily.

I have to stop that finger-bunny-ear pose.I'm starting to annoy myself with my now-habitual-but-suppose-to-be-intentionally-funny-cause-of-the-Lala-ness-of-it pose.
Slaps.

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The day after..

I got together with Kiki,Rhema,Ben & Nicolee at 1u.Walked around mindlessly,seeking of something to do.We met up with Min,May Yi,Momo,etc. in between.

We were suppose to go off to La Bodega but due to bad time management we just headed to Rhema's to grab what was necessary & hopped into J.Lo's storm.We were off to Genting.

J.Lo told me to blog about this :

It was a dark & misty night,our visions were obliterated.J.Lo was driving while the passengers were shrieking random songs on the journey up.Alternating the radio stations every now & then to suit each passenger's liking.Relishing in the tranquility of our surroundings & each others company.

Haha,that was funny.Anyway,

J.Lo,being the oh-so-good Malaysian Citizen he is.Swifted to the side for the security check.Having the initiative to hand in his Identity Card & everyone else's one as well.Unfortunately,Rhema had left hers behind & Nicole didn't hold one.So the cigarette puffing securities made a huge hooha out of this No-IC crisis.As Ben & I stayed in the car,J.Lo,Nicole & Rhema were being interrogated.Or as Nicole describes it,Like being lectured by your teachers for playing truancy.In the end,they were let off with a slap on the wrist.

What a bugger waste of time.

When we reached the top,J.Lo met up with his friends & out of nowhere,Choo was there.Jesus Christ.Anyway,we went to Starbucks to get Green Teaa frap & enjoyed the cool air.

Gasps.Are Our attempts of being annoying succeeding?

We walked around Genting.Ended up back at Starbucks again then went up to the room to play Aces.Haha,I shall keep in mind that,what happens in the room,stays in the room.

Before the break of dawn,we went downhill.The cityview was breathtaking.Furthermore reason to go up to Genting at that time.I was pretty much pooped,so I went home while the others were up for Dimsum.Energetic to the max.

The end.
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A few hours later...

The handphone rings.I woke up to the voice of Size 32-d Matthiew Teon trying to confirm what time we're suppose to meet up.I ended up mixing up the venue,I was about to go 1u when they were actually at Cineleisure.Luckily,after a lecture from menopaused mother,I called up an hour after when we were suppose to meet up & got reinformed to go Cineleisure.

We,Rhema,Nicole,Size 32,Jervis,Ben & I watched Happy feet.Again for me.It's the cutest thing ever.After the movie,we met up with Jessica & stood around the Battle of the bands set up.I find it catchy that the acronym of the event is called "BOB".

Went over to Mcd's for dinner,had some problem with some dwarfs.Hongyee's brother is so cheek-pinching cute.Anyway,finally,we went to Laundry to recelebrate Teon's belated birthday.

Gah,I'm so lazy to arrange everything.

Free Hugs;Spread the love.

After that,we went for the BOB,just for Throne Away,mind you.I don't truly support local bands.Rhema got her picture with Emir. ; )

I obviously am getting lazy.

& then,In between the performance,they had the freebies giving thing,& so Nicole & I agreed to go up together.Those who saw it got the opportunity of seeing us lost on stage 'cause we requested doing a duo when we were suppose to dance around Joey G(holding a Justea can) individually.Humiliatingly Fun.

Ben : "Oh Gesus!" *Rhema's cue to laugh*

Some guy ended up winning the prize.Haha,We got consolations though.Zouk babyy.

Ok.Done.Out.

Loves,Nana.

2006-12-07T14:11:00.000+08:00

have u ever felt like , u have so many things in mind, and u would just love to tell someone about it, instead, u just cant seem to share but to keep things to youreslf ? i really wish, i could go somewhere near the ocean, and scream out loud . i doubt it would help, but at least, i get to release the "unhappiness": inside me ler . sigh .

i think too much at times. and i realise, i dont share that much anymore . and that saddens me, so badly .
i cant seem to tell anything, is as if, something is stopping me from doing that . gah ! i'm not too sure what am i suppose to do either .

one thing after another .
first this, and then that . now this .
how am i to to know which way i am suppose to go ?
haih . sry if this post is a lil weird .
this is just so not me . i'm emo-ing . again . ish .

-lixian-

2006-12-05T20:55:00.000+08:00

hi nana ! *waves back at you*
i miss u and kiki ! haha . when are we gonan go out la . geraming siall .
i have ntg to blog about ler . i cant seem to think of anything . hehe .
i'll see u all around okayY ?
love loads . mwa -

xixi *

Indictment.

2006-12-05T00:32:00.000+08:00

Hi Xixi! *Looks down and waves hysterically*

Nicole is back!

I was suppose to see Kiki today.But didn't.
So I went to May Yi's house to watch the Boogeyman,with J.Lo;Without Kiki *sigh* .Funny movie.

She made me pose...with a banana. refer to her blog
But I was shy.
So she posed with me.

You voyeurs out there,it's just a banana you idiots.

Doesn't she just amuse you?Rhetorical question.

I helped J.Lo call work to confirm his working hours.
But called the 1Utama Tgif instead.Whoopsie daisies.

Sorry lah!

After the movie,I met up with Ian to watch Deja Vu.

It's,by far,the most fascinating movie I've watched all year.Putting The Prestige aside.It's exceptionally good,to me.I'll adumbrate that it's very Back To The Future meets Minority Report.You people should go watch it a.s.a.p.

Followed by shisha & dinner at rasta's.No pictures unfortunately;stuck in Ian's highly secured pincode protected phone.

I have a video from Vivo City though.I call them the Singaporean LGM's(Toy Story's Little Green Men).They were situated every corner of the mall;Some even followed you around,freaky shit.

I'm going off to rot now.So I'll end it with something lame.

Smell ya later.

Pen-i-tence
[noun]
Feeling or showing regret for something you have done because you feel it was wrong.

2006-12-04T15:53:00.000+08:00

i have so much to say, but, i really don't know where to start ?

let's start of with, i met a new boyfriend, and it suprises me that i am able to pick up all the pieces, and stand up all over again . i'm so glad that i've found someone like him right now . i love u = )

moving on, nicole's back ! finally, after god know's how long . kiki and nana, we have to meet up, and take one nice libo picture, for real . i miss u all la dey . where have u all been la ? ishh .

newys, yeah, yesterday, i went to pulau ketam with nic, jlo, rhema and ben aka pao yi . gawd, the place is sooo dirty and smelly, and it was full of crab . now i know why people call it pulau ketam . we practically got tanner afterthat, due to ??? we walked under the sun for almost half the day la . suffering sial , but hey, at least we had our own little fun . haha .

i'm finally patching things up with all my friend and i'm glad that i'm trying to change my attitude here .
honestly la, things are so much better now, than before la . seriously .
i've talked things out with my parents, they understand who i really am right now .

what else ? i think, that's about it ler . i'm basically happy with what i have right now .

i'll see u chica's around okayy ? mwah

-xixi-

Joyful Joyful.

2006-12-02T01:31:00.000+08:00

First and foremost,special shoutout to birthday boyyy,Matthiew Teon Fook Guan.not sure if I spelt it right,but oh well.

Happy Birthday,Teon.I hope your head manages to shrink someday.
Haha.Kidding,but not really.& yes,that's a picture of him using an oil blotting paper.

Celebrated his birthday with Rhema,Jervis,Jessica,Candice,Audrey & Louis today.Watched the dumbest movie of the year,The Host.Pure crap;waste of RM8 & Time.Thanks to who?Yes you,Teon.Happy feet would've been so much more worth it.

" don't push me 'cause I'm too close to the edge. "

GAH.so adorable.Had chillies & went off to laundry but ended up in Itallianies.Stupid happening people in Laundry.Flaming Lamborghini,JOM KIKI!

& I bumped into Wan Ru!She's going off to some Ulu place in ...I forgot where.At least she'll be back for Christmas.Finally. Hi Wan Ru.

Rhemaaaaaaaaa.Love the camera,Love her.

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Moving on...

Guess who's coming back in a couple of hours?

Yup,It's the other sultry Libo,Nicoleeee.
I'll see you in the airport,woman. *winks

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Past Posts.

When I returned from Singapore,I headed for Kiki's.Since my plans with Jian Hao got Kabooshed.& I missed that girl sooosoooo much,so what the heck.Followed J.Lo to A&W to watch football & meet up with Kiki.Chitchatted.Jlo's hair is damn..unique.

I've been 1u-less for like..more than a week already.Devastating.So we went to 1u the next day. *grins.

Gosh,I missed wasting my time with this girl.There shall be more time-wasting in the future,my dear.

She bought her mama a Christmas gift already.How sweet. <3 .

2 Days Later...
we went to tropicana with the matth/iew/ew's.

Motive : Tennis,Swimming,Gym,Bowling.

but ended up,

Less than an hour of tennis.Kiki played for a short period.Teon came late.
Swimming for an hour + - .Teon & Chew didn't want to swim 'cause they had "nothing to show".Sheesh.I brought my rubber ducky along to entertain!Teon & Chew had a fun time catching up as long lost brothers.So cute.
Gym needed parental supervision.How dumb.
Bowling for an hour,1 game.'cause not enough time.Matthiew bowls like a girl.Matthew bowls like..a boy.Good la.

It was fun at the end of the day.I haven't spent time or kept in contact with Matthew for an entire year.Thanks for everything,Foo Hon.& Wan Ru disappointed Kirsten & I.BOOOO!

Warning : Following pictures of Kiki might cause Hardon.

All I want for christmas...are boobs.

Matthew Chew Foo Hon,Thanks a whole bunch for everything.

BloopBloop.

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I attended both of Choi Yi's birthday dinners.Her sweet 16.Belated happy birthday again,babe.

Jian Hao : "Hotness."

At Tgif's on Wednesday,then Friendster Cafe on the next.

Jian Hao's sister made us do the last pose.

Siew Haur's hair is strangely cool.

Her Swarovski's.

Jian Hao's mama is sooooooo hot.

I Find this picture absolutely hilarious 'cause some random fella from my school who attended the party really resembles Choi Yi's father.Switched at birth?may be.

* Choi Yi looked positively stunning in that dress.

Well,that's all.Sloppy but done.Ian's complaining I blog long.So..

Loves,Nana.

Eh.Damn dead wei.

2006-11-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

Oh my lord.Yet again,the blog has died * & I'm the one who's updating it.

It's not my blog. Grrr.

I haven't seen my darling Libo's for a kazilliontrillionbillioncillionionionionionionion years.Why is that?'cause I've been at Personal Development Camp & Singapore for the past week,more or less.

I'm not going to bother to elaborate that much about that godforsaken Camp,All I learnt is that it's a complete waste of time,money,precious sleep & physique.What kind of sick camp feeds the attendants Six fucking meals a day.Yup,get-fucking-fat-camp.Take note,Personal Development Camp is downright bullcrap.

On the other rainbowed side,I went to Singapore with Jianny Jian Hao for christmas shopping & to visit my dear Peach.There's no mercy in shopping with this shopaholic-gone-wrong.My feet hurt so badly I had to walk around Takashimaya barefooted 'cause Jianny Jian Hao didn't allow me to have a break,& there were very limited benches around.I had to sit on the floor just to recuperate.All in all,it was worth it since I got 80% of my christmas shopping list done.But god,do I despise Christmas.Pokai already lah.

Now,for the pictures.Haha,You people are going to get so sick of our faces.

The many faces of Post-shopping satisfied Jian Hao.

The Unibrowed Strawberry-headed retarded weirdo.I painstakingly love you lah.

The loaded & the psychotic,Peach.

I bet you're getting pretty sick of our retarded faces.

Oh,& Peach brought us to this delicious ribsteakhouse called Tony Ramo's.However,the service there was screwed up.Singaporeans are the most disrespectful creatures ever.I hope you Tony Ramo employees extinct.

The best potato skins on the face of this earth.Can't you tell by our faces?

& KL should SO have MOS burger.It's the shit I tell you.Bloody hell,I keep going to places for food.I need to stop.ya right!

We want moreee.

We went to Clarke Quay to see the outside of Ministry of Sound as well. *sniffs
I solemnly swear to go in there someday.

Jian Hao bought a present for himself 'cause he thought he deserved it.Boy,did he look surprised when he opened it.

Well,on the last day,we dragged our luggages around Vivo City like bloody retarded tourists 'cause the freakin' information counter won't take our luggage.So we were strolling around with our luggage bags in the newest happening shopping mall in Singapore.Apalah itu'

Say it with us,What the F*ck?

Gotta love the yong suiness in that picture.

I'll blog more when I get the other pictures from Jianny Jian Hao & Kiki.

You people can guess which one of these gifts are yours.Some of them are mine though.Haha.The other gifts were bought on the days after so,oh well.

For now.

Loves.
Nana

Insomnia.

2006-11-11T02:31:00.000+08:00

I think I need a prescription for Rozerem or whatever ambient.I'm lacking of sleep & my undereyes show it.I'm not addicted to blogging(again,it's not my bloody blog.),I just find it very time consuming.

& I think I suffer from Post-menstrual syndrome or maybe it's just the backwash of watching too many touching episodes of One Tree Hill.I think I think too much.I don't know.

I was browsing through my bookcase.Surprise,surprise,I have a bookcase.& I stopped to flip through my quotation book from a few years back which I used to think I related to or just stopped to ponder.

If you're interested,proceed :

"I do my thing and you do yours. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you and I am I,and if by chance we find each other, then it is beautiful.If not,it can't be helped."
- Frederick Perls

"I imagine one of the reasons people cling to their hates so stubbornly is because they sense, once hate is gone.They will be forced to deal with pain."
- James Arthur Baldwin

"We are all a little weird and life's a little weird,and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours,we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love."

"Women are like apples on trees,the best ones are on the top of the tree.The men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and don't want to get hurt.Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't so good but easy. So, the apples at the top think something is wrong with them,when in reality they are amazing.They just have to wait for the right man to come along,the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top becuase they value quality."

"I have found the paradox that if I love until it hurts, then there is no hurt, but only more love."
- Mother Teresa

"Every one is a moon, and has a dark side which he never shows to anybody"
- Mark Twain

"We tell lies when we are afraid,afraid of what we don't know,afraid of what others will think,afraid of what will be found out about us.But every time we tell a lie, the thing that we fear grows stronger."
- Ted Williams

I really liked this quote from Carrie Bradshaw in Sex & The City.Brilliant TV series.

"Why get married and make one man miserable when I can stay single and make thousands miserable?"

Quotes like those seem to hit a spot somewhere inside,considering what a end-of-the-world impassive person I was & still am.I haven't been myself lately.There's something unusually wrong with me,I need sleep. or prozac.

I can't seem to stop listening to these emphatizing songs.If any of you are interested,go ahead and download a few of 'em.
1. Cherish- Unappreciated
Song of the year for me. =)
2. Evanescence - Lithium
Courtesy of Kiki.Makes me feel all mixed up inside,I love it.
3. Strays Don't Sleep - Blue Skies
Teon Fook Guan,not sure if I spelt it correctly,but I guess you've hit bullseye with this song.
4. Snow Patrol - Run
Xixi's magnificient choice of songs.
5. Michael Tolcher - Bad Habits
An upbringer for those who feel incompetent.

I'll top it off with a last quote I should remind myself to frequently.& then I'm going to continue watching Saw 1,2 & 3 untill I have to get ready for work tomorrow.How thrilling.Whoo-pee.

That was sarcasm for those who didn't know.

Here is the truth;
The situation you're in may get better,
Or not.
But you have to learn to live
with what you already have.
& realize,
Things could be worse.

Trina.

2006-11-10T00:04:00.000+08:00

it's none of my business, i know, forgive me for being such a bitch, but,
let's just say, i hate guys like ,*you*
no doubt i don't know you well enough to label what u are like, or how u are like . but, from what i see, ur doing something bad . something u shouldn't have done from the start .

u can say that i've changed . even i my self think that way, something IS wrong with me, but i'm better off this way . is just, i cant stand it when a guy like u does something like this to their girlfriend . yes, i may not know how or what ur gf is like, but, as i can recall, u told me that she was the best u ever got . so? what are u doing now ? do u think "she" can be compared to ur gf ? or ur just having ur gf for ur own satisfying needs ?

i don't know lar, i just couldn't take it when i saw it today u noe ? i may not know the full story about what's going on between u and 'her', but i definitely know that cheating on ur love one, is bad, it may be fun right now, but, soon when u realise it, it will be a huge mistake my friend . trust me .

appreciate what u have now, before its to late, seriously .
u know who i am talking about dont u ?
sorry if i posted this up, or if u feel offended okayy, but, i just cant tell anyone about how i feel alright .
is not that they dont listen to me anymore , is just, i dont seem to share anymore , and that sucks . sigh
enough said . i'm gonna go and sleep .

-lixian-

2006-11-08T19:11:00.001+08:00

i need a new phoneeee . lmao. aaanyway heLLo people !
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it seems trina`s the only loyal blogger for libo right noww . okay maybe its only me who`s not bloggin at all. but thankgod you still keep this blog somewhat aliiveee. hahaha. well i guess the rest of us hav our own blogs to `tend` to but i don`t .. not exaactly since i practically ditched my own blogg . lol.
now for some reason, i don`t know, i`ve created a xanga blog. yah i noe i`m damn lifeless and damn mengaderngader wanna create another blog when i don`t even do jackshit to my nowww existing blogspot one. meeeeeehs. hahaha.

you can ask me for the url if you want to see it. if you`re bored and want to waste like 10 minutes of your life [:

aaanyhus moving on. OH OHHH NOT that most of you careee but i NOE there are a feww, well i hopee there are [; haha , there`s abt 3 weeks left ! til i fly my bumbum back to msia and yaaayyy !
all there`s left is ..

2 more SKOOLdays of this week.
and another week of normal skoool.
then the next wud be exams for 3 days. some seminarr the nex dayy and a free pupil-free day the next .
AND THEN there`d be another normal skoool week i thinkk .
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THENN i`d be on the planee ! * jumps aroundd *

i dunno what else to sayy ..

hmmm. this is random.

i went for bikram YOGA yesterdayy . lmao.
it was a heated room. 39 degrees. mm hmm.
everyone was sweatin like piggs.
90 minutes. with 39 other ppl in the same room at 39 degrees. doing WEIRDas positions.
no .. not something you`d like to do very often.
it wasn`t easy i`d give you taht. lOl
but apparently all that sweating was to detoxify youu.
i felt nauseous -___- ohwels i felt so proud of myself after i did it [:
it`s probably one of the biggest workouts i`ve had ~~since~~ .. hmm ever.
and it was hardly even a work out . it jus felt like it cuz of all the sweating. l0l

watched grudge TWO. whch was .. OKAAYY i guess.
jlo said it suckedd. but i find it okay.
`twas jus realli .. random. they kept moving from scene to scene.
i was prettymuch lost at the end of the movie.
i kinda got it. but it just didn`t make SENSE. pffttts.
its a horror movie i don`t suppose it needs to make sense.
i screamedd tho * blushes* they had some pretty scary pop out scenes laaaaa.
but all she did was jus staree anyway. or come from behind with her hands and pull you down. soo .. yahh.
EDISON DIEDDDD. * boohoohoo.
and he was named EASON. whatthefuckness. damn gay. * no offense to ppl named eason.
its jus gayyy for edison. they shuda just used EDISON. it suits hiimm . better than eason anywai.
so ladida .

i WANT TO WATCH SAW THREEEEEE. fck i can`t wait. i need to watch it. i need to . i NEED TO.
after watchin saw and saw 2. i just have to watch the thirdd.
i`d have to say .. out of allll the movies i`ve watched [ which is not that many cuz i watch random movies and half of them suck but i usualli like them anyway but thats not my point ] saw`s like the best movie i`ve watchedd . mayB not like . graphically .
but the story line was ze bombs .
i totally respect the producerr. heee.
i`ll probably get to watch it only like next week or somthing. IF people are not gonna be staying home cuz of the exaaams. otherwise i`d have to wait =\

we went to intencity, an arcade i thinkk, laterr onn .
hahah i went on one of those motorcycle thingos as well. lmao. then i moved on to the cars.
i raced with DAN on daytona l0l . and LOST TO HIMMM . fprhestyhsojfs.
anyways. people left blablabla. then there was jenni, dan, natto and i. we walkedd to the glen only to see it closing cuz CUZ . it was 5 pm. blahs
WHY la . one of the badbadbad things abt australia is. everything closes at 5 in the fcken eveningggg.
nattsexylegs lefttt.
so we walked along kingswayy.
i got a coffee frm gloria`s. heehee yay my caramel latte * griins *
went to breadtoppp. dan shouted jenni BUNS. lmao.
dan stuffeddddd himself shyteless with MUFFINS. or cupcakes whatever you call em`.
abt an hour later we went homeee.

ladidaa normal stuff. then i watched THE OUUHHHHH SEEEEEEEE ! yayay . fourth season`s FINALLY OUTTT and we`re watchin it the same time the U.S does .
i`m as happy as larryyy ^.^ . i jus had to do that smileyy [:

okay moving on. i`ve got my celebbdesiign assignment to do =\ to start on .
which was due last tuesdayy .. anyone noe anything abt gianni versace ? besides him being a dead, fashion designerr ? blahss.
i cbf with all this workk .

i`ve got GEO essay to do as wellllllll. GREENPEACE SMILE PROJECT ! oh the joyy .
i don`t even know what it is . how am i supposed to write abt it .
and that too was due like last last thursdayy .
screw this. nuff abt skoool

YOU GIRLS arE so LUCKYY. pmr over alll.
siiighh . three more weeks. three more weeks. three more weeks.

and yayy libo will be UNITED. haha for .. a month but yaaaayayy anyway [:

okay i think i`ve said and updated abt enuff abt my boringmiserable life frm heree in aussielandd. okay mayB its not that bad but it is boringg.

haha tooodles !

ironic isn`t it. stop laughin, grrr.

heehee caaamwhores. jenni looks like she`s abt to raaape me

and ME in my nerdy tb glasses 8)

<3 niiic [:

Work sucks,I know.

2006-11-08T00:17:00.000+08:00

I would just like to clarify with everyone that this is not my blog.

It's not mine.It's the Libo's.I just happen to contribute the most,cause,frankly,I'm always bored & lifeless.

I'm not jobless though. =)

I've been amazingly bored lately.Work is just another word for apathy.

I'm going to share with you some pictures of my workmate,Matthiew Teon.

He's single and available.

He's kind.He's caring.He's lame.

He's responsible & dedicated.

& He's for sale. Credit Card Please.

Oh,and his father sells Rambutans.

I've always disliked Jusco,but now,I loathe it.It's worse than school.The employees there are deranged.

At least I get to drool over gorgeous Triumph Bra's all day long.No hot guys in Jusco la.
Before that,I was tortured by facing the handphone shop longing for the sexiest phone existed (to me,so far).

Sexy sial.I like.

Other than that,I'll share with you some school girl pictures by Madam Machi.

My manager hates me.Haih.

& there's something wrong with my hormones.I'm in desperate need of Patchi's.

Feed.me.

This post is actually pretty darn random.I just needed something to do.

Loves,Nana.

2006-11-03T20:28:00.000+08:00

helooo ! i know i know, it has been such a looong time since i last posted something here ! goshh .
anywayy, i'm backk hahha . i've been working a lott . in some shop called a-ru and also jusco . with may yi . hehe . honestly, working life sucks man, is like, u cant see ur friends that often, and there's no, eh, let's go yum char time anymore man . but lucky for me, i'm only gonna work till december 5th only . haha .

let's start off by what i did todayy = )
i got off today, and i met up with nana , haha , i missed her man. and as for kiki, i am still waiting to see u . hehe . i miss u too . ahha . newys, yeah, i went to ou with may yi, and asked for our pay, but sadly, not today, ISH , geram siall . what to do . sigh .

so yeah, after that, went to du, with may yi, to teman her buy some pants and shirt for her working needs, and then, here i am, HOME != ) i am starting to love my room, my house and my bed . seriously . is like, after having a day from hell, den suddenly, u just have the bed to lie on and bla bla . heavenn = )

where was i ? yeah, i saw trina's working place, and gawd, it was fun, can get to play golf everyday weyh, how lucky . have fun anna = )

while me and may yi were waiting for them to work, we sat some massage chair, and gawd, it was nice, but a lil painfull . i even took a picture of me with it = ) i'm such a camwhore . hehe

there it is ! = )

besides that, i also have some picture while i was working in a-ru .

yeap, that's me, layaning some customer .
wait, there's more .

and each time i'm bored, i'll do this .

i'm so vain, i know . cant help it lar . and i read about nana's post and all . the sad one i mean .
sigh, i cant wait for the three of us, to sit down, and have a talk . seriously . as in like some serious ass talk man . everyone make mistakes . and everybody deserve's a second chance . bila u all free ? haha, let's go drink so boba tea ok ? and talk talk . or maybe, DIM SUM ! = ) haha, and i can eat my fishball . ehhe . how nice .

i'll see u all around aite ? i wanna go and sleep d ler .
and i just wanted u all to know that i love u chica's aite ? always and will be = )

mwa -
lixian *

Pickpockets will be prosecuted.

2006-11-02T00:09:00.000+08:00

Belated happy halloween everyone. We didn't do anything special that day,but a few unfortunate things happened.We woke up around 1 or 2 in the afternoon to go for lunch with Jianny Jian Hao.We ate...I don't know what it's called but I call it worm,cause it looks like worms.It does.

When we returned,we prepared to go to the curve for dinner with Sitm boys.We actually planned to watch a movie but there were no new movies out,so..oh well.We accompanied May Yi while she was waiting for her friend to arrive.She was paparazzing us by trying to take blackmail pictures.But you know what,that won't happen,'cause we'll blackmail ourselves before anyone does!I'm stupid la I know.

Kiki gots no fats. =)

After that,we went to laundry for dinner,sorta.The Sitm boys mutilated the pumpkins by stabbing it with a crown of knives.Throne away was performing right infront of Cineleisure.I never knew Ian Koren got replaced by some other shaggy haired guy as the lead singer.I remember my sister told me that one of the member's name was Moses,I went "woah". It's still cool that his name is moses.I just visited their website,and those fellas replaced my sister with some other Melinda watchamacallit in the 'Lost in the confusion of colors'.We went on our own separate ways.Most of them went to the cc to play CS online while natalie,kirsten,ah gan,boyfriend & I went to Bangsar for Häagen-Dazs' s fondue.Before that,we sat at winter warmers waiting for Natalie to be done with work.Oh yea,not to forget,since it was Halloween,all the workers had to dress up,including J.lo.

Evil Thick-eyebrowed Kung-fu villain.
His super power? Lameness.
e.g. "Mickey mouse,Minnie mouse & Donald Duck stays in my body.Which part of my body do they stay in?"
Answer : *points at his right knee* This knee! (Disney)

Want more? no? nevermind,J.lo Insists.
"Why is Sunday weaker than Monday?"
Answer : 'cause it's a WEEKday!

Do you feel your IQ deteriorating by the second? yup,thats the effect of being exposed to his super power.

Anyway,we went to bangsar but we didn't go Häagen-Dazs',we went to Dome instead,to watch natalie eat pancakes and not get fat.That's when Kiki realised that she has misplaced her phone,so we went back to boyfriend's car to search for it.Not there.Tried calling the phone,it was off.Bloody hell,some mofo managed to nick her phone at some point,god knows how,god knows when.Whoever that person is,I hope you rot in hell.The curve apparently has brilliant pick-pocketing mofos,'cause we honestly couldn't figure out how it disappeared,Kiki is bloody responsible for her belongings,keeping it in sight and touch at all times,it was either in her hands or compressed in her handbag.I hope that person suffers from cancer and accidentally gets breast implants instead of kemotherapy then gets assassinated by a bunch of serial killers 'cause he/she was mistaken to be Michael Jackson;dies,goes to hell,gets fucked by the devil like how Saddam got fucked in the south park movie and becomes his sex slave for the rest of his/her afterlife.grrrr.

- Nana.

Long Way Home

2006-11-01T18:48:00.000+08:00

It's been awhile since any of us has took the time to blog.Maybe except Kiki,but still,she has her own blog to take care of.Plus,we haven't found much time to actually have a libo day out.Xixi is dead busy with work at Aru.I am currently staying with kiki 'till next week.I'm taking this as a sabbatical from part timing.

Yes,I used to work at the curve's baskin robbins,but honestly,even if given unlimited excess to every ice-cream all day long,the pay just sucks.Fine,and I can't scoop ice creams for jackshits.It's not as easy as it seems alright people.It takes "skills" like Anthea's,Adrian's,Jervis's,Shu Jian's etc.My ice-cream always turns out looking like a lump of mutated crap.*sigh. I managed to survive 5 days there,and then I quit......for BCBG,babehh!

However,after 2 days at BCBG,I was forced to resign 'cause ________(insert my boyfriend's blogpost about the story concerning what happened).To whoever who took over my job at BCBG,congratulations,but I hate you.Rawr.

Anywayy,I followed J.lo,Kuai Yan & Chun Wing to Melacca a few days ago,not for the rave,but for Food.Haha.I swear I've put on a few kilo's since then.Cadbury's finally manufactured a larger pack of Byte's.Possibly one of the happiest things that has happened to me this year.Thats just what I was munching on through the journey to Melacca.Around 6ish,we went to the Equitorial hotel for accomodations.Note that I typed the specific name of the hotel just for my dear Tan Jian Hao.*wink Oh,and Jian Hao,it was a business class suite,demanded by madam Kuai Yan.

There was this really cool tagline for this furniture shop;"Sofa So Good".What la,everyone in the car thought it was funny.It took us about an hour just to find this portugese food restaurant which J.lo's friend recommended.When we arrived,we expected the place to be formal and well-furnished.turns out it was by the seashore,open air,pekpek place.We were all disappointed at first,but when the food arrived;butter garlic crab,black pepper crab,otak-otak,& the huge-ass plate of RM3 fried rice,absolutely delicious.

After satisfying our stomachs,we went to Melacca's "Megamall",hilarious,it was like lowyat slash the old wing of one utama,its size I mean.Kuai Yan went shopping(but in my definition,splurging) at mng.Followed by Jonker street.Then we went back to the hotel for supper since the package included RM88 supper voucher.Curry laksa,spaghetti bolognese,mushroom soup and 12 inch hot dog.yup,12 inch hot dog."I Swear it was this big"

It took Kuai Yan roughly 2 hours just to get in the bathroom to bathe 'cause she kept running in and out to check the scores for soccer.

Eventually,everyone got ready.Melacca is the last place anyone would want to go clubbing at.We went to 5 different clubs,majority of them were "feng tau" joints with ear piercing oyster music filled with middle-aged beer bellied office men.Freaky shit.We ended up at some club called Aloha,how corny,when our orders came,the dj annouced "this is our last 3 songs." We just stunned there looking at each other.Oh yea,and J.lo got himself a RM200 fine for not fastening his safety belt.The cops there are surprisingly not corrupted like the ones in KL,bribe bribe bribe.

Added from a very very old post,

here are the piggyback videos from the library. =)

One of the many reason why I'm bound to fail PMR.

P.S. sorry boyfriend for the misunderstanding.

loves,
Nana

This is an apology to all those I have disappointed.

2006-10-26T00:47:00.000+08:00

Read no further if you're tired of ridiculous self-pity posts like this.

Anthea told me I seemed upset today.I promptly responded by telling her I was just tired.But that was just partly true.

I pictured the days after pmr to be more joyous.But instead,everything is just blunt.Karma is hitting back at me;what goes around comes around.

There's this disturbing feeling inside of me that feels like I'm a burden to everyone,especially to those I care about the most.Everywhere I go,I have this piercing feeling that I'm unwanted,like my presence agitates or burdens them in someway.Maybe its just me,but those whom I care about have suddenly turned touchy-sensitive or just not in their usual disposition;Xixi,kiki,my boyfriend,my sister,my mother,Jian Hao,even the moth.& because of these assumptions,my conscience carries their burden along with me.Leaving me with restless nights.

Nobodys perfect,perhaps.But thats just a sorry excuse.I know I'm not that likable.I'm selfish.I'm pretentious.I'm hypocritical.I'm mendacious.I go overboard with things just so I can get my way regardless of others feelings.I'm ugly inside and out.I know.but I don't know how to fix all these flaws.I don't know where to start.How contradictive.Thing is,I'm afraid of change.The process of trying to cope seems too difficult,I'm stuck in this bubble of content and misery.Doesn't make sense does it.

I've been disappointing everyone my entire life.I can't remember a single moment in my life where someone was actually proud of me.I've learned to face the fact that whatever I do,isn't good enough.I'm a failure academically.I'm a failure as a daughter,sister,friend & girlfriend.My future is a blur.I believe I have lived by the moto of ignorance is bliss.I close my eyes to whatever that I refuse to accept,ignoring the consequences that are to come.

At home,I'm looked upon as the irresponsible monotoned self-absorbed rebellious brat.They constantly tell me they are convinced I don't care about them,that all I care about is myself.No matter what I say,they'll never understand or even believe how I feel.Even my boyfriend thinks I don't care about him,he actually feels used.I never intended all this.

My friends are the only people that truly matter to me right now.& now it seems as if I'm driving them away with my messed up attitude.I feel like I'm slowly being segragated by all of them.I rarely keep to my words,I rarely admit my wrongs,I rarely treat them the way they deserve to be treated.Things have changed.I remember treating my friends to RM2o++ Nasi Lemak at Dome's,but now I can barely afford my own expenses.I remember telling my friends I'd hang out with them after the exams and actually keeping my words,but now my friends can predict when I am about to ffk them.Everything is easier said than done.

I never think before I speak or act.I'm stuck in this hole I've dug for myself.& now everythings a mess.I don't usually drag others down with me,but I really had to vent it out.Sorry.

Kill Tucker.

2006-10-20T22:01:00.000+08:00

Hmm..I`m in the mood for a colorful post..Heee

So yesterday ming chun called me out to yamcha. and of all places..we went to the curve. boring place..unless you want drinks and food and blablabla. then i remembered that trina and anthea were starting work that day. so off we went to Baskin Robbins! and so we found the 2 newbies trying to get the hang of scooping ice cream for royal highnesses like me. =D

there goes trina doing her thing!
go girl..don`t la so lembik!...KIDDING LA.
want some customer feedback?
um..the ice cream was yummy and i loved it but not as much as mint chocolate chip...
and i love yoooouuu! haha...

and there she goes..still struggling to scoop a decent sized lump of expresso ice cream for me.
you know i love you right, nana? and you're awesome and all..
but i still want free ice cream! dumdeedum

in the meantime, some other worker there was showing anthea how to make the sorbet drinks and blablabla. and as usual, antheaaa was cool as cucumber. :)

Baskin Robbin`s prettttyyy ice cream serving workers.
don`t forget to give some business la!
okay now baskin robbins can pay me for publicity... :P

after ice creeeaaaam i watched John Tucker Must Die with ming chun.
i liked the part where his hormones go haywire and he starts with lines like
"I feel crappy and my nipples hurt. Everything`s ME, ME, ME! What about MY feelings?! boohoohoo"
I laughed my butt off.
and now i have this brilliant idea of buying a friend Spongebob THONGS instead of the Spongebob boxers. Pros: More flexibility and support. haha...

oh yeah. we bumped into rhema, candice, audrey and michelle outside Italiannesse. i think they had some lunch/tea/dinner thingy there. i haven`t hung out with rhema for a looooong looooong time. so it was great seeing her and the girls there!

a Kodak moment with the Shugar Princess!

UFO`s?no, flying people.

2006-10-18T22:27:00.000+08:00

tuesday.
mom picked xixi up and then we both met up with nana, anthea, wei sheng, nicholas and jlo in the fair grounds.

it was really REALLY empty..like ghost town empty. not exactly the funfair scene one would picture. that totally sucked out my enthusiasm. i expected tinkly fair music, cheery funfair crowd and lots of noise..but..apparently not. oh well..

so after standing around for ages deciding who goes on wat ride...nana and i picked the vortex!
that was one hell of an adrenaline rush!! we were flung great for releasing geram y`know? all that screaming at the top of our lungs while being flung around 360 degrees in mid-air..yah i`d give anything to do that everyday. of course tat would probably give me a heart attack or a seizure later on..but..undulge in the moment eh! the rest of the bunch could hear our shrieks from down below.

"AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!" "MAAHAAAAAAAAAAAIII!!"

idiots, we are. =D

vortex yay!

after we ditzies got off the vortex, the rest took on this swing thingy thing.
xixi jabbered in her kiddy-sounding voice each time she passed by and all jlo could blurt out was
"O-M-GEEE! don`t sit outsiiiide weyyhhh!!"

anthea was still cool as cucumber...like simply floating through the air or something. hahaha.

haha..flying people!

electrifying lights..

watching them "fly" just made us dizzier than "flying" ourselves.
so we took pictures. :P

then we sat on the challenger which is some gigantic swing thingy that goes side to side and spins round and round at the same time. it went 90 degees to the ground once or twice and xixi somehow imagined it went upside down.
what am i gonna do about you, Lim Lixian? ;)
they played cool ass "feng tau" music and eminem`s tracks.
and jlo syok syok singing along while trina had all the time to stick her head out from behind the bar thingy and shout "HI KIKII" so i went "HIII TRIIINAAA". xixi couldn`t hear nuts from my side but i said" HI XIXII" anyways. well, now you know. hahaha...
there were these two guys sitting opposite us. they had absolutely no reaction. no screams, no laughs. what a waste of a ride. what happened to fredom of expression??? tsk.
um yah so...the other rides were just tragicly boring. lacking the oomphed of funfairs abroad. haih.

after that ride, everyone went kinda broke. so anthea and the other guys ciao-ed, jlo went home. jeslyn joined us but we just sat on the curb and stoned. we all didn`t hv much to spare to go on any other rides with jes so we just...went back to ou! and had dinner in osc. the cups they serve mineral water with are in really bad shape. they`re chipped all over and dirty looking.
um..yeah..ew.
oh yeah! ah pin, ben and cosmo were there too. i got bullied in foos thanks to my non-existent foosball skills. sorry, ben!

hi ben.
ben`s wearing cosmo`s HUUUGE glasses!

jeffrey showed up with a really disgusting looking tattoo wound. kinda bleeding and infected. poor guy. the tatt woulda been really nice if it weren`t for that crap oozing out of his skin.
okay, this keyboard is really pissingg me off...and i`m gettin lazy..
so after that it was goodbyes and hugs and home ~~tweet~~ home.
yeah. okay bye.heh.

kiki OUT!

So what do you do?

2006-10-18T20:39:00.000+08:00

Last night,I was informed that someone I care for had fallen into depression.Not the usual emo over something trivial,but a real clinical conditioned break down.I messaged her later that night,asking how she is,but all she could tell me was how dejected she felt,how she wanted to die,how her friends disappeared after they found out about her illness,how she literally lies in bed the entire day not wanting to do anything;She wishes she could,but theres no willpower or enthusiasm left in her to do anything.How shes given up on life.

And just today,I called her up to check on her again,She told me I could never understand how she feels 'cause I've never experienced it.After she said that,I thought there was no point in me asking her similar annoying questions of "but why's" and "why don't you"s.Some things are just too complex for me to contemplate.Being the idiot I am,my defensive wall of denial came up,I started telling her lame jokes Jlo had been feeding me,pretending nothings wrong.I just didn't know what to do,I wanted to hear just a lil' spec of happiness from her.What happens to her greatly affects my well-being.And,I don't know what to do.

This actually hit me abruptly,I never imagined this to happen to a person like her.Sure,her life was as messed up as mine,I would've been emotionally exhausted and probably commited suicide if I went through what she did,but I always looked up to her as the unassailable judiciously stoic misdemeanour she is,I envied how independant she was,how she managed to dodge almost everything life throws at her.I don't think I'd be where I am now without her guidance all this while.I never expected this.I never expected the person who I've grown up with to give up on..everything.

I guess everyone has their limits.And she had reached hers.I wish I could help her now like how she helped me when I was sliding downhill.But I'm much too inadequate to handle a situation like this,or anything else infact.God knows what she's dealing with right now.I couldn't help but feel useless,I laid awake last night,tears came bursting out after hours of disturbing thoughts came streaming through.Yea,crying doesn't solve anything,I know.As my father has told me my entire life,I'm weak.Gosh,I don't know why I'm feeling self pity.I should be supporting her right now.But what if things get out of hand,I'd shut her out,like when my mother was going through depression.I'm like a traumatized puppy hiding in a closet,afraid to come out.It scares me.

Haih,someone needs to smack me senseless.

-Nana.

After Pmr!

2006-10-10T03:01:00.000+08:00

The countdown box died out a few days ago,and yet there was no new post.We have an explanation or 2;firstly,Kiki's computer is on a strike from far too much abusive labour & we can't get any pictures.and second,we've been away from the keyboard or rather just lazy to blog.As usual,being the most lifeless one in the libo's,shall post again.

Pmr was finally over...5 days ago.I am most definitely ending up in arts.bloody hell.Anyway,after pmr,we were suppose to go penang,but we had no greens so screwed that;then we were suppose to go genting,but we still had no greens,so screwed that too.In the end,we decided to stayover at kiki's.no greens required.

Friday,6.10.06 - After the last paper,we met up at 1u to watch the devil wears prada with wan ruuu & antheeyaa.I spilled wan ru's coke,I didn't mean to,I bought her a new one but she didn't want it.I'm sorry,wan ru.Anne Hathaway is hot.Christian Thompson is gay.The clothes were unique,especially the ones on Emily.I thought it was halloween already.All in all,the movie was entertaining.I'm not gonna bother to read the book though.After the movie,wan ru went off with genna to whereever.& we went to starbucks to meet up with wei ian and friends.continued on to the bowling alley joined by jeremy,ming chun & jessica.Got bullied by lixian at foos.Grr.Played a lil pool.Saw a whole bunch of cempakans.freaky shit.Never knew they hung out.Haha.gosh,I'm mean.Anyway,Jlo came not long after.& after all my whining about getting pancakes,I never got my pancakes in the end.What a waste of hissy fits.Well,we went up to neway to check for any vacant jobs and thats when we saw Momo kor daytona-ing.Neway's uniform is hideous,nobody deserves to wear those things to work,its inhumane.

We carried on with yet another movie,Rob-b-hood.Coincidentally,boyfriend,ah gan & natalie were in the same movie.I never got to watch the ending,thanks to jian hao and my bladder.While kiki,xixi,lolo and momo were inside enjoying the ending,I was outside with jian hao getting him a cab to hartamas while holding my bladder.Xixi came out saying "oh my god.I thought they were gonna die,but they didn't." others were nodding with agreement.I was lost in space,goddamn.OH.& I saw matthew and matthiew.Its been ages since I've seen matthew,not much has changed,hes just a lil' chubbier.Matthiew is still a big headed bitch.I hope he somehow reads that.

We adjourned to the curve,sat at baskin robbins having heart to heart talk.Saw may yi and hwee ching walking across & chitchatted for awhile untill May Yi's mama came to fetch them home.Jlo returned soon after,and so we went laundry,The jamaican waiter was cool.We ordered a flaming lamborghini first,it was prettty.I want moreee.then then,we had lemon drop.I want flaming lamborghini.I want I want I want.

This is May yi,shes known as Machi for some reason.Shes pretty,so is her phone.
Its 4am,I'm not making sense.

After that,we were broke.Kiki's Alex took us to breakers,Xixi was busy foosing.Kiki & I wanted more alco.and with Jack&coke,our names were engraved on the wooden tables above.*Theres no catch to it.Kiki & I couldn't tolerate not doing anything so we played a round of pool with Alex.We sucked.So we went to the wannabe-club/bar area,laid on the comfy white bedchair things..and camwhored. alot.

Just A Lil' Glimpse of our boredom.

The Before's.

Kiki + Jack&Coke + Nana

+ Fluffy Wuffy Pillows

+ Extreme boredom

= ......

Someone told me red is horny.Right Lolo?

Insanity is our high.

We swear we're nice.

Cheeky Kiki.I lavvvv youuuu. =)

Peek-a-boo.

Two asses,1 skirt.

The work of Miss Lim.

Xixi is a vampire.Do not allow yourself to be one of her victims. =) Anyway,after that,someone suggested going to the abandoned and supposedly haunted house in bangsar and so we did.Along with koon sheng,lazaroo & others,we drove around bangsar trying to find the house,but ended up calling ley vin for directions,Alex said it was a bad idea for us to go in since we couldn't find the house at first attempt.The sitm boys came and showed us the way,turns out we just missed a junction before that,so anyway,us girls didn't go in,whereas Lazaroo,mun yoong and such brought their lanterns and went in.Came out,nothing.I still didn't get a chance to go in.pfft.Not that I'd have enough pussy to anyway,I think.

Yeesh,I'm getting lazy.Long story short,We had fun.There were times our attitudes got on each others nerves,but in the end,we emphatize & pulled things through.Kiki,xixi,I love you.Hi wan ru,I love you.Hi boyfriend,I know you're reading this,I love you too.I sound so gay.

I'll continue next time since this post is so darn long already.Well,to me it is.

Loves. Nana.

Hello piplak. =)

2006-09-23T20:42:00.000+08:00

Pmr is in about a week.Thank god.I'd like to spead the joy,by putting up a countdown clock.
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Ok,this was the only one I could find that works,and ironically the most cheapshitted one,so yea.As long as the numbers are running,I'm fine with it. =)

Anyway,I should be studying.So I'm gonna post up a few more inspirational pictures and hit the books.

Every students studying guide."Kaedah untuk lulus dalam ujian".

Yes Ian,Trina does/can study.

The slacker.tsk tsk.Haha.nah,actually.shes the most hardworking one among us.

Essential to our study sessions,Cadbury's chocolate biscuit Bytes.

There are some other piggybacking videos in xixi's phone.to be updated in the near future.haha.Xoxo.

-Nana.

"Sometimes you gotta laugh through the tears,smile through the pain so that you can live through the sorrow."

Us.Nerds?no.Whores.haha

2006-09-14T22:16:00.000+08:00

So I've finally taken the liberty to update our dead blog.Well,sorta.Xixi's rantings about bildo are starting to bore Kiki and I.hahahaahah.We do care about what she rants about though. Anyway,I'm gonna make this one short and quick 'cause I'm compelled to obey the laws of the m.o.t.h.There's no escaping the inet protector,people.Be afraid,be very afraid.

What have we been doing these past 2 weeks?

You've guessed it! study study study.Teeth-grinding,eye-straining,Head-cracking,migraine causing studying.Ok,that maybe a lil exaggerated but what the heck,bubble up the enthusiasm for PMR.Afterall,its only 18 days away from now.No pressure. =)

Besides that,We've been goofing around in between our "hardcore" studying session to loosen up abit.We had Maccas today!!& it was goooood.I'm just gonna jumble everything together.

I've been spending alot of "study" time with the lovely Kiki.
Laming around.Spreading the lavvv.Haha,told you,lame.

Revolutionised by the fabulous xixi,the new genre of bimbettes turned lala hiphop posers.
* I'm so ashamed.

♪Love,love will keep us together.I said it before and I'll say it again......♪
I love these girls to teeny tiny spots of microorganisms.

OH! and I would like to share my asian lesbian celebrity crush with all you people out there.Thanks to some pervert from my tuition center who got me into this with his stupid mp4 video shit,I've been watching this video he transfered into that crapofasquarethingofhis everytime I go for tuition.But she seriously is freakin' hot,for an asian.Jessica Alba is still the IT woman.

Oh yea,the other X-rated pictures had been put in the hands of Xixi.Therefore,I will not post up furthermore obscene pictures to avoid anymore slutploitation.(Refer to post below)No,we did not practice any vaginal/sexual activities.No,we don't plan to be pornstars.No,we are not lesbians.We were just incredulously jobless.

I guess thats it for now.Time for more librarynizing.I'd love to remind all Pmr-ers how many days,hours,minutes & seconds there are left 'till PMR but the figures are starting to freak me out too,so forget it.I'll save it for the people in my class.

Loves.
Nana.

"Love is intoxication,pain and overwhelming affection.Unrequited love is a poison to your soul,the more you love - the more you hurt yourself.And,in hurting yourself,you wind up loving them all the more.They can't even fathom the notion that their existance infatuates you.How could they possibly hurt you?They can't.They just can't.And,you tell yourself you hate them,cursing them.But,that's all wrong,feeling is what makes life,makes your soul.And,I know it hurts."

I guess people do change afterall.

2006-09-14T15:47:00.000+08:00

just for you <3

Since you left the things I love just havnt been the same
All that I have left of you is a picture in a frame
Things just don’t feel the same without you
The world is just not as fun without you

Things just don’t taste the same without you
And what I am saying to you is from my heart and is true
I miss your eyes, I miss your hugs, I miss your sweet embrace
I miss your smile, I miss your kiss and that look on your face
I will always be the one here for u to hold
When you are lost and stuck out alone in the cold
You were the one that always put a smile to my face
You were the one that always made my heart race
Now without you in my heart there is an empty space

-lixian-
-p h i l o p h o b i c -

ps : i finally have a new blog, and u can search it up by looking on ur right, just below kiki<3>

2006-09-09T11:03:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU, I DO

I miss the way you'd talk 2 me
and tell me itd be alright.
I miss the way you'd look at me
and say you'd call me 2nite.
I miss you saying good bye at the door
then gave me a kiss while everyone passed.
I miss the way you said "I love you"
and I stood there in shock.
I miss the fact that you'd still love me
even if I woudnt talk.
I miss your arm around me
knowing that we were 2gether.
I miss how I would give you a hug
and you would hug me back.
I miss how we would hold each other
outside on the track.
I miss being able 2 say, "I'll miss you"
but now I cant, u see?
Because I know I already do,
I miss thinking you'll always be there,
and I'll always be in your arms,
I miss being with you
and knowing there is no harm.
I miss having a reason,
to wake up each morning,
but now that we are gone,
instead, I wake up crying.
I miss having a reason,
to go to sleep at nite,
to know I will wake up,
and everything will be alright.
But the thing I miss the most,
is having a purpose to eat,
having a purpose to live, at all,
because without you,
I'm incomplete.

funny how the whole world becomes depopulated when only one person is missing . and yet, u seem lonely and empty without the other . it was all a mistake, and i was dumb enough to have thought, that we would work things out . i will never be the same again, and i'll never fall in love with another, i was to be blame for this relationship, i fucked it up. it hurt's to know that i've given up everything just for you, and yet, u are still confuse over something i'll never know . what sadden's me, is the 9months relationship we once have, the relationship that was filled with laughter, happiness, sadness, arguements will go to waste, just in a blink of an eye . I knew, from yesterday, that he has stopped loving me a long time ago . Sad isn't it ? that the person u thought would care for u the most, turn up to be the one who made the tear fall from your eye . i'm not being drama here, but fuck, that's love, i'm just unfortunate enough to have fallen in love with him . things just changed without me knowing why and when . and it hurt's to know that u'll never love me the way i loved u .

-lixian-

2006-09-05T01:03:00.000+08:00

dear nana,

Love is like a wave, you just have to learn to ride it.
You hurt and u eventually fall,
but u learn to get up and u learn to stand tall.
Love is confusing and it could hurt so very bad
It creates laughter and joy but it may also make u mad.
When two hearts come together
u must work hard to make it last. Learn to cope with today and try to forgive the past.
When the person u love wiped your tears when u cry
turned out to be the person who made the tear fall from your eye.
Don't give up on trying
for you'll never ever see
How beautiful that wave would've been
Love isn't always easy
and it isn't always true
But give it all a chance
it isn't all that hard to do.
When it's hard to watch your love, go and love somebody new.
Believe the wave is constant and you will ride another too.
When it hurts to look back and you're afraid to look ahead,
Close your eyes and listen to the wave and remember what it said.
"Love is like a wave, you'll never know which one you'll ride. Love is like a wave, learn to feel it and don't hide. Love is like a wave if you never ride it you'll never know. How beautiful it feels, how beautiful it is so.
Believe that in your heart
you could ride it all the way.
So close your eyes and listen
"What does your wave say?"

nana, u deserve someone better . someone who actually appreciate's u . c'mon, u noe u can do better than this . u noe we will always be here supporting u no matter what u do right ? and we all love u nana <3

-libo lav-

-lixian-

Wreck of a day.

2006-09-04T18:37:00.000+08:00

Today,I've finally reached the verge of breaking down.I honestly give up,I give up in putting effort and wasting my time.Whats the point anyway?Looking forward to see the person you care about the most,change for the better,& being pinned down by disappointment in the end.Perhaps my expectation might have been too much to ask of one.How could anyone have asked such from another person,when to the other person,you are nothing,they can't comprehend it.They tell you how they feel,but you think that it might've been all sweet talk,to get the better side of you;mistakes after mistakes,forgiveness becomes jaded.You think to yourself,How could I've been so blinded?You know after so many chances,there was no progress.and yet this little pain in the ass called hope,false hope to be more precise,sits beside you through the way,tricking you into looking at the brighter side : People can change if given the chance.You see the well-being in every individual,oblivious to their other half.Untill the heartaching truth hits you at the back of your head telling you that it just wasn't meant to be.It hurts to realise that you couldn't be the one to change that person,however,despite the pain,you still hope for the best for them,hoping someone else would be able to do what you couldn't.Stupid as it maybe,but,fuck,its love.

+ I find myself wanting to feel heartbroken over you.And realizing that I have nothing to feel heartbroken about.If you were remotely worth it,you wouldn't have let me walk away so easily.

P.S. You did try,just not hard enough. =)

That's enough venting.Now more pictures as mentioned.

Sorry people,don't feel caption-y today.

Loves

Trina.

2006-09-03T18:46:00.000+08:00

MY MERDEKA'S EVE

now, its my turn to talk about what i did on my merdeka's eve ! = )
well, i went tuition . same as usual, and den . jlo called, and asked me if i wated to go genting . at first, i thought, haihs . don wan ler . but, second thought, why not ? i wanna drink !

so , we all went up there lo . jam like hell . but it was fun ler . it was fucking cold okayy !! but what to do = /
i drank and drank . thinking about how fucked up noel can be . thinking of all the things i've done for him , without being appreciated, thinking of why did i fell inlove with him ? thinking and thinking, i cant stop thinking okay ? i wasn't happy at all , but the liquor saved my ass . after a few cup's . i cant stop laughing . talking to my self . talking to jlo talking to whoever that talks to me ler .

all i can remember, is that, i asked chun wing to take a walk with me, up the stairs i think . den we walk and walk . till i cant tahan d . i sat down . and started la . me talking all the bullshyt that i cant even remember right now . laughing non stop . telling him how shity my life is i think . i cant remember . but all i can remember, is that i puked more than i drank . just like that jlo said . it was hell of a night ler . seriously . fun ! too bad the other libo's couldn't come . especially nic ! when u come back, we are so gonna drinkk . k k k ? = )

thank you to all those ppl who helped me out that night . it was crazy la . seriously . i got wasted like fuck . tsk tsk . here are some picture of us = )

linda,jlo,kuai yan and me

chun wing, one of the guy that took care of me while i was drunk

god know's what we were doing

group picture ?

me and jlo , of course = )

guess what i was doing ? still cant guess ? think harder !

last but not least, jlo, was half wasted .

well, that's about it ler . lazy to blog d . well, at least i had my fun that night . .if u wish to see more pictures, visit jlo's blog aite ?

night * mwa
-lixian-

Can't we show some independance on merdeka?

2006-08-31T21:16:00.000+08:00

Yesterday Kiki & I carried out our Merdeka's eve plan. At school,kiki told me her mommy didn't let her go cause hartamas was supposedly dangerous,which got me down actually cause we planned it properly already and that xixi was suppose to go Johor but went up to genting with Lolo to get..erm..puked drunk?.

Anyway,after school,after much discussion about how to deal with kiki's mother,she managed to convince her mommy to let her go.So according to plan,I went to her place at 4++.Learnt the 1,2 step dance.We sorta got it together,a real short routine.we're gonna teach xixi soon.haha.then we got ready to go.

Sitting through the jam,we finally reached the fondue house before Jian hao did.(HAH!)Sat our heinys down.Then came along Ian,Jian hao & Anthea.Ordered the much-dying-for Chocolate fondueeee.It wasn't all hyped up as I thought it'd be though.but overall scrumptious,especially the chocolate dipped marshmellow and the sixteen day mocktail.

We wouldn't blame ya if you drooled.We did too.

Anthea and Ian didn't get their share of dips.Jian hao was complacently enjoying himself.Whereas Kiki & I fought in the end to get the last drops of melted chocolate.haha.I guess they don't fancy chocolate much.Aiks.So we jumped to hartamas square cause anthea was still hungry.She ordered the yummy yummy pizza,Jian hao ordered the also yummy yummy char kuey teow and Kiki & I ordered the very yummy strawberry shisha.heh.The price was actually reasonable for its quality,much better than rasta's I realised.The whole merdeka feel was going on too,Malaysian states flag hanging above,ballooon making watchamacallit people.The people there seem to have this thing for taking pictures with random people.Right Kiki?hahahaha.Kiki the eyecandy. *wink wink

We've officially been balloonised.

We wandered around for another 2 hours,crapping to each other while waiting for that fucking ashley,grrrrrrrrr,to come.Anthea and Jian Hao left already,dealed with kiki's situation.So when ashley finally arrived around 11,we got into soda.We skipped the curve unfortunately,heard the fireworks were spectacular.Sorry,Jia wen.Happy birthday though!Anyway,we went in,saw the whole sitm bunch,straight away downed a few drinks,I only allowed Ian to drink coca-cola though.Haha.Stayed upstairs for the countdown and later dragged kiki down to dance with ashy and I.That girl was possibly being snatched to dance with that even I didn't get a chance to dance with her.&Ian didn't move with his excuse of being occupied carrying our bags.(Thank you sooo much,Ian)Yeesh.It was fun though,I like. =) except for those idiotic whistle people and the stomp black feet.Such a downer that wan ru couldn't make it,I was really looking forward to seeing her again.I miss that girl so much.

The night ended with me being insanely dizzy for somewhat reason.Not tipsy,just dizzy.Anyway,we left and went to some mamak with sitm boys.Kinda odd.Ah,nevermind.I'll just top it off.Home,dead tired,sleep.After a whole day of sleep,woke up to blog.To everybody who made this day worthwhile,thank youu.& special thanks to Ian for sticking around.Lovesss.
- Trina

More pictures to be posted up in the next post.Courtesy of Strawberry head.

"If you were to find a shattered mirror,find all the pieces,all the shards and all the tiny chips,and have whatever skill and patience it took to put all that broken glass back together so that it was complete once again,the restored mirror would still be spiderwebbed with cracks,it would still be a useless glued version of its former self,which could show only fragmented reflections of anyone looking into it.Some things are just beyond repair."

*Xixi,we're here for you if you need anything.We love you. <3

Oh my gosh.I think this is my 10+++ post.walauu.I'm 1 sad case.

2006-08-26T01:51:00.000+08:00

Ok,so today was yet another blissful day out with the libo's.
Kiki & xixi's plan - Kiki heads over to xixi's place by 11.Get ready and leave by 12.30.
What really happened - Kiki WALKs to xixi's place around 12,alone.I call at 1++ to find out xixi is still lying in bed & had to tell a white lie concerning the sender of her mysterious bouquet of flowers to get her booty to ou asap.

Anyway,we eventually met up at yippee cup around 3,chitchatted.Jazzle dazzle got another bouquet of flowers from anonymous again,but this time,with a letter.Seriously la,people,wheres kiki's and mine?Ale,perasan sial.hahaha.

After that,we didn't know what to do so we decided on a movie,Monster house,which turned out pretty entertaining in the end.At some point its real touching,but the moral of the story is,as it turns out to be,that all guys are assholes.Watch it yourself and you'll see,very much recommended. =)

Well,before the movie,we headed to baskin robbins for some heavenly ice cream.Baskin robbin's mint chocolate chip,ecstaticly addictive.I swear they mixed it with crack or somesort.

Guess whos the one with defected tastebuds. =)

Haha.Kidding,she just had a bowl of noodles,she's very much tastebud-ful.

Jazzle dazzle had shtrawbwerryy.Xixi had...her camera.

After the movie,at osc,the lights at the backdoor kept going off and back on again.It looked kinda romantic.hahaa.what with the rays of light shining out from the toilet.haha.

Pretty xixi foosing in osc. Foosskillless kiki & I admiring the environment outside.

Lolo called later on informing us he's at delicious with his girlfriend & look for him over there.We reluctantly procrastinated by recording ridiculous audios of ourselves,making complete retarded bimbos out of ourselves.Untill benny boo boo spontaneously offered to piggyback xixi all the way to the new wing.Being the lazy bum bum she is,she took up the offer.

&So the piggyback-athon began...

Ben ran... and ran.......... and ran..............

'Till she achieved her goal.

But wait!Jazzle dazzle left her bouquet of flowers at dragonfly.Macam mana?

Yup,thats right.Get a substitute back.

Haha,there's a video but I believe its in Momo's phone.I'll steal it next time.
At rasta,we had yummy char kuey teow,while xixi and kiki enjoyed an extra waffle.Waited for Ian to come,and then Mun yoong,edmund and hasuki.And finally Momo and a whole other bunch of people.Difficult to attend to lah.yeeesh.Awkward too.Sighhh.Sorry girls.I suck at handling sticky situations.Well,yes,we shishad,even xixi,the self proclaimed nonshisha-er.Most of the shisha involved pictures are stuck in Ian's phone,& xixi's too,since she took individual pictures with everyone she knew.hahaha.

What's that we see? The hypedup camwhorequeen,Lim Lixian.

Done!I'm off to bed now.'Till next time.Lovessss.

- Nana

"The saddest thing is,I don't blame you.Deep down,I wish I could hate you,but I can't.I can't hate you for not loving me anymore than I could hate myself for loving you because it just is.Love isn't forced.It does not exist because we want it to,or because we make it so,or because we have to.It comes like an arrow on dreadful wings,sweeping down and piercing us when we weren't expecting it.Because if we saw it coming,we would have deflected it and beat it away with a vengeance.And,when it hits us,pierces us,it bleeds us.Leave the arrow in,patch your heart around it,and in time you'll learn to live with love.The arrow.Pull it out,and everyday you'll bleed a lil' harder,and die a lil' more."

she`s a maaaaneater [ ;

2006-08-25T21:50:00.000+08:00

yes i noe i don`t contribute to this blog enuff . truth is , i don`t to my own blog either . so me posting at all , realli is good nuff kay ? haha . i do and will still keep on trying to blog even more ( :

loooks like everyone`s got stuff happnin` weyy !
xixi`s got a bouquet of wonderful rosees frm * anonymous * mygodd . talk abt mysterious ! hahaha . xixi , hav you found out who yett ?? woman you need to come online to FILL me in yo . hurrryy upp and get your asss on msn !
nana`s got herr tongue pierciiing ! maadness . i love her t - studd [ :

AND whats dat i saawww ? some libo action ? or shud i say lesbo action betweeen theeee libos .
hahahaha . i cracked it wen i saww the pic . oh how OBSCENE . roflmao .

kiki and i got up to some talkin abt lotsa interesting stuff as you can see below xixi`s recent post . lmao .

okay so if you are realli interested in my life you`d probs read my own blog abt what i`ve done and shtuuff . so i`l jus fill you in abt what i did todaaaaaaaay .

i wagged again cuz i didn`t finish my TWO diary entries and my asss wud`ve been very likely kicked so yeah . i faked a food poisoning : P i woke up at 5.30 am . made some vomitty sounds frm de toilet . crawled into my mum`s rooom and started whining and snuggled in with mommy ( : slept there til abt 12.30 pm and walked ouutt to de lounge . watched oprah . had chicken soup for lunch and jus laid arouund doing jackshyte . was onlinee for awhile reading bloggies . and yeh .
my stepdad`s coming back tmr ! frm kl . can`t wait for the stock of dvd`s i`ve been waiting for ! and hopefully some pressies . heee . i can`t WAIT to get back to kl . i`m in the most desperate neeeeed for new clothes . i LOOOVE your top xixi . the ` decent ` lookin one according to kiki . haha. it`s hotttt .
so i watched `about a boy` just now . i noe i `l probabli get thrown a shoe at for saying this . but i seriously think hugh grant is hot ! hhahah . in a wimpy old man way . he`s so SEXY . do you realise he plays a lotta parts in movies as a total player who shags practically ANY GRL he can get . instead of a wimpy nerd who gets beaten up . everyone`s like ewww to hugh grant .
but I for one think he`s a hot piece of old asss ( :

anyways . and den i talked to MEL . and we were plannin how to set out parents up together so dey can all talk and we can start hangin out MORE . LOL . so funnii . i`m gonna pop over at her place tmr . wheee . loadsa piggin outt cuz her mum loves to coook for her frens whcih wud be ME tmr ! and loads of CAMWHORING . hahaha . and i saww more pics of dat duuude .
omg he`s so gaaay with his HAIR . dang.
and theeennn . i caught up with BRIAN BOI ! i lovee how everytime we talk we hav SO much to say . hahah . one of de veryvery few mum`s fren`s kids i actualli keep in touch with and can talk SO much to . hee .
so we started off with panic! at the disco . abt their loooong titles and tryin to figure out where falloutboy were copyin em or the other way around ? haha . and frm that we talked abt HOW many trials dere are for pmr . dat fella`s such a typoholic . lmao .
and we went from that to SAY NO TO PORN . obviously not agreeing . not dat we`re encouraging ppl to WATCH porn . but putting up signs to say no to porn . won`t workkkkkk .
haha .

† бяί † [: all over the toll plazas there are signs
saying
___piiиκcєss: dats stoooopid la . de THINGS dey ccome up
with over heree .
___piiиκcєss: whaAT?
† бяί † [: SAY NO TO PORN. lke that will actually
stop all the horny boys from accessing
___piiиκcєss: LOLLL
___piiиκcєss: yeah laa
___piiиκcєss: wth wei
___piiиκcєss: whats so bad abt porn ANYWAY
___piiиκcєss: at least some of de boys and grls of malaysia wud stil noe how to fuck around right .
___piiиκcєss: what if no one noes anymore . HOW are dey gonna gain de population
† бяί † [: haha. err i didnt think of it that way but
___piiиκcєss: and get to de wawasan 2020 .
† бяί † [: YEAH since u wanna put it that way
† бяί † [: urmm. i dont know?.
___piiиκcєss: AHHA . omgg i`m making myself LAUGHH OUT LOUD WEI
† бяί † [: i pity any boy whos like
† бяί † [: ooh whats that?. i dunno how to main macam ni laa. aiyoo tengok. saya ada batang yang sedang bertumbuh.
† бяί † [: then lke before they get it on. the girls has to explain the rules of sex and all that. that'll be the worst intercourse a girl can ever have
___piiиκcєss: AHAHAHAHHAAH . omgg . roflmao . i`l seriously laughh laaa if it ever hppend . and we`ll b like OMG we SAID SO .
___piiиκcєss: AHAHA . i noeeee .
___piiиκcєss: grls wud b so disappointed

i didn`t noe how the lameness toook overrr . loll. and den we went to how INNOCENT his frens areee . 15 yrs weyh .

† бяί † [: 1 girl. doesnt know what steam is
† бяί † [: doesnt know what an orgasm is
† бяί † [: dont even know what condoms are
† бяί † [: sad? .
† бяί † [: another 1
† бяί † [: thought intercourse was only used for making babies
† бяί † [: not pleasure.
† бяί † [: she doesnt know what "positions" are
___piiиκcєss: LOOLLL
___piiиκcєss: omgggg handjobs

i`m not saying you HAV to noe everything . but not knowing what condoms are ? is a bit dangerous lahh ! lolss . malaysia seriously need SEX ED . not for dirty reasons or encouraging ppl to fuck around . but it`s IMPORTANT ya`ll . hahaha .

and deeeeeeeeeen i explained a couple of other unknown contraceptive stuff . and and de TEABAG . lmao . yea i noe i`m lifelessss . ohwls i had a load of laughter in that convo ( :

always nice talkin to brian darlyn .

oooohwels . i`m offf i`l b back very soon ! i promisee ( :
niights . x0x0

___ nic *

mysterious "guy" / "girl"

2006-08-25T01:10:00.000+08:00

okayy, i know it has been a loooong looong time since i last post something in this blog . well, today, something strange happened to me . since i have time right now, i'll just start how it all went, i woke up at around 3 something, den waiting for jeslyn to come my hse . den i got ready to go ou . supposingly, to watched movie, but end up . some lazy bitch didn't want too . ish ish ! but its okayy, we went to dragonfly to meet up with jefrey, den after that went osc to chill for a moment, den went to eat mayodip ! i tell u ! its dam nice . i was shoking sendiri there *thumbs up* . den went back osc to chill . jeslyn, went out somewhere else, den i sat there . doing ntg . out of no where . jeslyn called , and asked me to go to her aunty's shop, i was like for wut . she said go only, i meet u there . so . being the greedy me . i went there la .

from the moment i went there . i saw a bouquet of red roses . *drools* . i was like . my god . who is it for weyh . den the aunty in the shop . she was like . hey, ur lixian right . yeah . some florist asked me to pass this flower to you . gahh . i was like w t f !?!? who is it from ? and where ? how come .. .. yeah . a lot of question was in my mind that time . and i actually to the florist to asked who was it from, but sadly, they didn't wanna tell me = /

at first, i thought it was noel, i really wish it was him, but nahh, its not him . its not from my boyfriend . gahh . den who was it fromm weyhh !?!? was it from a guy or even a girl ?! i really want to know . i cant stop thinking about it weyh ! ish ish . but anyhow, whoever u sent me those roses, thanks a lot, u cheered my day up = )

nice isn't it ? = )thanks a whole bunch .

-lixian-

Vital Information ;]

2006-08-24T18:41:00.001+08:00

ZOMGOSH.
I have nothing fantastico to blog about.

Oh but wait...the conversation this afternoon with Niccy would probably amuse you.
Just enough to make ur eyes stick to the screen for the next 5-10 minutes. :D

Niccy and I came on the topic of Brazillian bikini body waxing.
Sounds painful doesn't it?
I reckon it is. Just watchiing ANTM participants in Season 1 yelling each time the strip gets RIPPED off their back was already quite an eyesore/ earsore...imagining that happening on your own body and skin ...OUCHSCREAMYELLSTOMPKICK man. I guess I won't die... but yeah, that whole load of noise might actually come from me.

A painful process...
But...we still wanna go. Need some balls to go lah. Oh bosshhhh..not balls...guts. xD

Nic's got mates who actually go regularly.
They just casually go
" I'm gettin my Brazilian after sch. wanna come over later? "

DAGNABBIT. They sound so immune to the rip-off-ur-skin-pain.
They must be packaged with blardy thick skin, or they have a complete lack of pain receptors!!!

If we M'sians were to tell them we've never gone for a brazillion wax, or we wax once in a pink moon or let alone don't wax at all...They'd probably picture us locals as ORANGWOOTANS in their minds. Hoo boy, that won't be a pretty picture.

Hello. The name's Orange-utan, Hairy Orange-utan.
Malaysia datang-lah.

Oh according to Nic, some tv show in Aussie talked about the bush.
Hmm... interesting wacko tv shows they've got over there.
ANYWAY,
The bush there is apparently called merkins.

Merlin's beard! It has a name!?!
"My bush is called merkins"
"Ur bush has a name?!?"

So jiakun weihhh.

Oh oh oh!!! Here's something to educate you.

If anyone ever mentions a teabag treat...PLEASE OH PRETTY PLEASE don't think you're gonna get a nice cup of English tea & honey.
Coz the hell you aren't!

Nicole didn't know.
I didn't either.
We both thought we were jiakuns upside down & inside out.

So what IS a teabag?

Let me shed some light on your dim little brain lamp.

Apparently it goes lyk this.
Step 1: Nail guy A down so he can't budge or do anything.
Step 2: Another guy, guy B will approach the poor nailed down guy.
Step 3: Guy B then sticks his ~~little brother~~ BALLS . as in literally the two lil balls in that scrotum of the male`s sex organ , in poor guy A's mouth.

TOO MUCH BALLS people.

If you lyk, you may pass this piece of vital information on to whoever you please,
just as Nic took the initiative to pass on to me after her mates did the same.

p.s: You DID NOT hear/ read this from me. rarr.

lyk a forced man on man blow
ew can you imagine . EW all wrinkly and EW
oh daYMNNN....i needa go wash my eyes.and brains. rinse it out
the image of it is lyk stuck!! LOOLLS . ewwwwwwwww get it out get it out !

Now if you would excuse me...
Someone pass me the scrubbing brush!
oh Bleargh.

So, dear readers...feeling more educated?
I don't think it's everyday we get such informative entries do we? :)

Well. I'm done here. Enjoy the post Nicky babes!

Ta'ra.

`Kiki`

2 of 2.

2006-08-23T20:05:00.000+08:00

I finally sat myself down to start adding tidbits to Nana's last post. Hee x)

WAHUHAHEEHUHAHA. Daymn straight last night was the first FABULEUX night of this goddamned week-long holiday.

So first off, I met up with Xixi at OSC. Nana's left for tuition by then. Guess what people? Xixi wore something"decent". I walked into OSC and scanned the place for bare skin...and instead, i spotted Xixi's perfectly tanned back covered in a turquoise long sleeved top...almost identical to mine.

Twins for the day, we say. I must say, she still looks blardy hawt, she'd make anyone sway!

No, I'm no lesbo. And the last sentence rhymed! Okay random. Momo's brother, Jeffrey has a huge ass tarantula. It's rather amusing. It just stayed STILL no matter how anyone tapped the box. Poor hairy creature! =\

Anyhoots, Xixi and I relived the holiday tradition. We ate the famous Mayodip! Food heaven. Mmm. Too bad Nana wasn't there. Friday la babe! Yi Ching came running by with some Yee Sam guy. He's bloody tall for a form 2. I thought he was form 5. Then Jes and Nana finally came and we all headed to Dragonfly...

Taking pictures calms the nerves...SHYEAH RIGHT!

Yup, that's right. Nana got herself the most droolsome piercing... her tongue. That girl is still slowly adding up her body piercing collection. Has anyone counted how many piercings she has?

...the first of your many stick-your-tongue-stud-out jiakun pictures.
=D

I loove you Nana, don't kill meee!

Next stop. Being the shisha nuts we are, Nana & I couldnt wait to drag everyone's arse to Rasta. We managed to squish 6 girls in the back of Lolo's Mercedes. Ben, Su, Nana, Xixi & Jazzle D. Plus Koai Yan in the front, that guy was lucky enough to be in the same car with 7 girls. Envy much?

We hogged the shisha thingy. We huffed and we puffed and we blew it all awayyy!... in each other's face. Or through the straws. This is how we amuse ourselves.

Blow-Suck
The clean way. ;)
Y'know what i mean.

Epitome of Satisfaction.
Puff-diddly-wee.

Puff somemore laah. Macho macho.
Mati kongkiao.

How to cross a road. Look left, look right. Clear? Cross.
Don't be like me. *Cars quite a distance away...RUUUUN!*
We hopped over to Guardian. We bought ...girl stuff. Hee XD.

Xixi, Sue, and Ben went to the car and stoned. Sigh.

So we drank our limau ice's, told lame, racist jokes & took pictures. ;]

After everyone took they're "last" satisfying puff of shisha, we all sandwiched outselves back in the car and headed to Nana's place. FArking heck her house is full of DVD's. So what better thing to do than...scramble for DVD's? Xixi literally snatched up every friggin DVD in her way. I want 21 Gramms and Jes, I want Bring It On 3! I want i want i want!
What The Bleep's pretty interesting. Though i'm not all about physics.

Current status of Nana's DVD library: Somewhere close to rockbottom. Eh-hee.

And when there's a car, a few bimbo's, a himbo and a camera...You camwhore.

Somewhat nautical color combination.

Pimp daddy and his pimpstars yo!

Xixi & Nana showed us their dancing skills. 1,2,3...1,2,3..."EH WRONGG!"
And we danced to the Carlsberg song.
* kick legs up in the air, girls!*
we never got far enough to "i love you babeeeyyy and if it's ...."
=
Xixi and I went for a nice windy & hiiiiiiiiiggh swing in the playground.
*SCREAMM*
My butt can't fit in the little rocking horses anymore. =( Boohoo.

Nana has a chubs & cute (but smelly) lil beagle! *SCREAM*
It doesn't bark. GREAT! I'm gonna dognap it one day. >=]

Ben piggybacked Xixi all over the place. Too bad we didn't get a picture. Wasted, lah!

After lots of camera flashes, piggyback rides, DVD's, and pimping...
We squeezed into the car once again and sang along to some whoop-ass good ol' music!
All the way to SS3 to drop Ben and Sue off, then my place. Thank you ahmad saya, Lolo. ;]

Was so dead exhausted, even taking off clothes was tiring. Plopped down in bed and MSN-ed Nana. So that's the end of a great day.

And since Nana has been painstakingly (i think) writing such sweet stuff for us at the end of her posts, i shall follow suit!
Nahh, i really mean this la weih.
And no, it doesnt rhyme.

Nana, Xixi, it's breathtaking how time flies,
And how we've grown so close over time.
I love that we are able to live with each other's flaws
&& be ourselves around each other.
I'll always be here for you both as you are here for me.
Taking on the rollercoaster ride called life.
You two are the colors that paint my life's rainbow.
The bestest mates I've ever had in my entire friggin life,
iLu, nuff said. xoxo.

1 in 2. =)

2006-08-23T00:50:00.000+08:00

Kiki & I have decided to split posts today.She'll be handling partial bits of todays events.

Xixi slept over at my place last night after spending an evening at her house,consoling each other.Kiki already helped me loads the day before,but you know,I'm trying so hard not to crack.Aiyoh,screw it.I'm not gonna go all emotional just yet.Lets just hop hop back to the topic,Xixi & I spent the entire night;watching our type of movies(haha.),evading her boyfriend's privacy,trying to learn how to dance and turning my room into a candle shrine,till 6.

We woke up when the calls all started coming in around the afternoon.Went off to ou yet again,Xixi & I went to yippee cup for lunch.They raised the bloody price.What are we,pokai people gonna do lahhh.sheesh.Anyhueys,I had to leave xixi alone around 5 cause I had my tuition to go to,mommy told me to go. =) Kiki arrived later on.

After tuition,I went back to ou to meet up with the girls again.They had mayo dip without me.*sniff sniff.Nevermind,theres always next time.Along with jazzle dazzle,we went to visit terrence for a lil bang bang fun.Follow the steps.

#1 You guggle
#2 You stick out your tongue and hold it there.
#3 You drool like a broken fire hydrant.
#4 BAM.The fun.
#5 Ask for your tongue meat.

Perhaps a video would make it clearer? *Viewers discretion is to be adviced.

Yes,now we all know how much I drool at night.hahaha.kidding(but not really).But I felt like a freaking retard the whole time.Well,more retarded than usual.Jazzle dazzle actually has a more less droolsome video,I'll just settle with this,its more detailed anyway. =)

Moving on,we met up with Lolo and his girlfriend and we ventured off to the much anticipated(ok,maybe only by kiki and I) rasta with benny boo boo,sue & jazzle dazzle.Hm,but truthfully,I miss the times when Ian and pik yie tagged along.Thats why I'm gonna post more redundant pictures for me to reminisce about. ; )

Such a shame Ian couldn't make it.

Ok,The recent ones.

& this is how we do it .

Going. Going. Gone.

Poser Lolo with girlfriend/pink phone/Kiki.

When it was 10++,Mommy wanted me home,so off we went.Outside of my house,camwhore lagi.Idea suggested by the camwhoreking himself.

Lolo,Pimpdaddy of the night. =)

I'll save the best for the last. *wink

Now,now.Don't let your imagination wander.

That's that.Now I'm here blogging about it.I don't know what I would've become without xixi & kiki here with me.With that said,I'd like to thank them for putting up with my fuck ups.I love you girls so much.I probably said something similar in the last post but I just felt like repeating.

Loves. - Nana

“'You'll get over it...' It's the cliches that cause the trouble. To lose someone you love is to alter your life for ever. You don't get over it because 'it' is the person you loved. The pain stops, there are new people, but the gap never closes. How could it? The particularness of someone who mattered enough to grieve over is not erased by anyone. This hole in my heart is in the shape of you and no one else can fit. Why would I want them to?”

Sorry people,the post closure ranting will continue to end that way for the time being.

All good things have to come to an end.

2006-08-21T02:03:00.000+08:00

Saturday 19.o8.06

Kiki & xixi had finally stick to the plan and go for the pmr revision course.& so we headed to xixi's place before 10.I reached at 9++ to find that both those lazy bums are still lying in the bed.But nah-uh,their not staying in bed,not while i'm there.wahaha.In the end,we were 45 minutes late,thanks to xixi's spectacular time management.Went to cari cab,but ended up getting a lift from wai seng,I believe.hahaa.

We reached kdu college to find that it was a complete waste of time cause the lecturer didn't show.Called up hidden-agenda-d ezra straight away and made our way to ou.makan makan.jalan jalan.then we ended up in osc playing mahjong thanks to benny benny boo boo.aha.anyway,here are some shots.

Auntie Xixi. Auntie Kiki. Auntie Nana.

It might look like theres nothing on the table,but...! ^

People,I introduce you to the lameness of the libo's.
*First translates into booger in mandarin & the other translate into nose hole.

After that,we left ou to go to my place so I could grab my stuff "to go to melacca".mmhmm*nods head* returned to xixi's house to watch kids stuff.yup yup.haha.Kiki went home first.Xixi & I decided to..massage.Xixi's massage is the bom alright.I tried so so hard not to moan,and her body lotion smells heavenly.And then we still had lotsa time in our hands before heading to Seng ang's birthday with Mun yoong,so I was made the guinea pig of xixi's experimental hair and make up makeover.*Picture to be posted up later on*. I have to admit,she isnt half bad at it.almost better than lolo.CYEH.haha,but hell,her customer handling,horrifying.

7++ At williams for dinner,while waiting for it to hit 8 so mun yoong would come to take us to seng ang's house.But being the oh-so-responsible-and-caring person he is,he ffkd us.Thank god Lolo came to take us there.

Anyway,everything went downhill for me after that.I'd like to conclude that "melacca" sucked like a vacuum.

Everything is temporary anyway,all good things come to an end.

P.S Thank you xixi,kiki,lolo,mandy,jia wen & whoeverever for everything.I love you people so muchh.

"Horrible how love is isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain."

2006-08-14T14:28:00.000+08:00

self realization

I finally realize that , In a relationship, one of the hardest things to do is saying goodbye and letting go. It is as hard as breaking a crystal because youll never know when you will be able to pick up the pieces again. More often than not, they who go, feel not the pain of parting, it is they who stay behind that suffer, because they are left with memories of a love that was meant to be, a love that was. At the beginning and at the end of a relationship, we are embarrassed to find ourselves alone. Unfair as it may seem, but thats the way love goes. Thats the drama, the bittersweet and the risk of falling in love. After all, nothing is constant but change. Everything will eventually come to its end without us knowing when, without us knowing how, without us even knowing why. And we must forget not because we need to but because we have to. In letting go, sorrows come not as a single spy but in batallion. It seems that everywhere you go, everything you do, every song you hear, every turn of your head,every move of your body, every beat of your heart, every blink of your eye and every breath you take always reminds you of him. It's like a stab of a knife, a torture in the night. Funny how the whole world becomes depopulated when only one person is missing. Just imagine, there are billion people on earth and yet it seems you feel lonely and empty without the other. I dont know if its worth calling an art, but letting go entails special skills sparkled with a considerable space and time. Time heals all wounds but it takes a little push on our part. Acceptance plays a part. Not all love stories end with "...and they live happily ever after.." Sometimes we have to part because of circumstances beyond our control. We have to suffer if it would mean happiness for others. We have to cry to temporarily to let go of the pains. Every beginning has its end like every dawn has its dusk. It's something we cant control, something we had to live up with :)

-lixian-

Bits & pieces.

2006-08-13T20:51:00.000+08:00

- continuation from the previous post.

Firstly,I would like to thank kiki for the absolutely super-duper-ooper prettiest of the prettiest & insanely dropdead gorgeous background.Its real prettyful.& secondly,I would like to scratch the previous post's statement about xixi being the libo of the week/month.instead I'd like exchange it with a booo.You people should know why.Tsk tsk,thats all I can say for now,tsk tsk. =) *and xixi,what in the world?3D avatar chat?hahaha.hilarious.

Kiki already posted up pictures of our camwhoring session,But you know what?I'm gonna post more.wahaha.crapload of pictures we never even realised we took that many.

Yummy Splizza.Mouthwatering tong shui.Black screened movie.Pretty pretty red room.

Libo Take 1 - shhh. - Libo Take 2

Libo Take 3 *hugss - Pink furry halo. - Kiki's turn.

Santa's lil bimbotic minx. - My ian impression. ; ) - Give 'n take.

aiyoh.I don't feel blog-ish now.

So I'll just end it by wishing all pmr-ers good luck in trials tomorrow and the upcoming pmr exams.hahaha.Time for the anxiety,stress and paranoia.darn.

Muacks,
Nana.

ladeeda.

2006-08-13T19:57:00.000+08:00

Okay. Shoot me. I'm supposed to be studyin that blasted Malay literature and blah blah blah, and here i am, editing the darn blogskin. Dum dee dum. How time flies when you're totally insanely bored. I wanted to go yamcha with Lolo but the mother merajuk again. And so once again, I chose to please her royal highness.

Anyways, here's some pics from Friday. Darling Libo's came over to my place. Goofed around. I should've taken a video of Xixi and Nana dancing oh-so-clumsily. :)

showin laaaaav

Ah sod it. This entry is total crap. And...

I'm finally done with the new blogskin!!

Enjoy libo's. any complaints bout the skin, cakap saje.

*Kiki*

my relationship with him

2006-08-13T19:43:00.000+08:00

MY RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM

i have a boyfriend or soon to be ex boyfriend whom i love a lot, but unfortunately, he somehow shows that he doesn't really love me anymore. either its just my thought, or im not wrong all this while .

i dont wanna mention the past anymore, cause it hurts to even mention it again .
but what hurts me now is, what actually happened yesterday .

yeah . i broke up with him , it wasnt really my choice, but i just needed to, haihs
den yesterday, i went over to his hse . and listen to what he told me and all . honestly, i dont wanna break his heart, i just dont understand how he can stand breaking my heart last time . or even now . so i accepted him back .

ive given him everything i could just to hang on to this relationship, but he just seem to be cold to me each day . from what i see through my eyes, he was just using me . i feel so used right now, but i have no one to tell to, i cant tell him , cause if i do, he'll be pissed for not believing him . see . he doesnt listen to what my heart wants . or what my heart feels . i feel like, im a fucking playdoll to him . why am i so stupid ?

why didnt i think before doing something ? why i KEEP falling for himm ? i cant go through this . honestly, im not asking him to be prefect, i just want him to treat me nicer will do . don be so cold . haihs . do what a boyfriend is suppose to do ? okay . fine . maybe u don't know how to be one , learn . thats what i did either . i learned how to be a good girlfriend either right ? why cant u do the same for me ? isnt it so obvious that u just want me when u cant have me ? = /

i give up noel , i do . i cant bare the pain uve caused again and again and again . u have to learn how to show someone that u actually really appreciate them . not just through texts or even words. when u say something . mean it . don't just say it for the sake of saying it . i hate it whenever u do that . i hate my life right now . i hate everything i need to go through now . i hate this chapter . i really do . i wish i could just skip to another topic . i wanna let all this go . but i cant . i'm afraid i might dwell over this = /

when can he ever learn his mistakes nor lessons ??i'm very very disappointed in u . i really am . but i cant seem to do much . cause everything i do now, is pointless . this is torturing . i regret everything i did . i should have thought that u will never change to a better boyfriend . it was the biggest mistake i ever did in my entire life . haih . i know theres no point complaining now, but at least, i finally saw the true colour of noel .

can someone please make this pain go over? i cant eat nor sleep these days . i feel very very weak . i need ur support . which u will never give . haih . i'm lost .

i know, u might think that why didnt i listen to my friends advice and all . that's because i followed what my heart told me to do . i wanted to prove to u that i didnt wanna listen to what my friends want . instead i listened to what I want . but i guess . i was wrong again .

i really hope, ill just sleep, have a nice dream , and never ever wake up again . to face my life . id rather let it all go . id rather go to hell than to go through this . love does hurt . a lot . especially to me .
you'll never understand noel , cause ur different than i am . u dont know how is it like to be me ? be who i am and what i am . i feel so cold, i wanna be who i used to be = / i dont wanna be who i am now . cause im not happy at all .

and yes, u turned me down so badly

-lixian-

boink

2006-08-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

Friendster is so retarded.
& xixi is the libo of the week.or month. *wink wink*

Kiki & xixi completely ffkd me today for the revision crash course.You lazy bums,shame on you.ok,kiki is excused for her transportation difficulties;but xixi,you're plain lazy,woman.grr.oh well,theres always next week.

OH oH.and i've been wanting to post up the picture of lolo's birthday present for awhile now.

fits perfectly,doesn't it? ;)

2006-08-09T17:11:00.000+08:00

I ADORE HER =) - lixian -

2006-08-08T20:49:00.000+08:00

3months = 90days

there's a question on my mind right now . what would be the last thing that i would do if i only have 3 more months to survive . firstly , i would wanna ask forgiveness from those i've offended . secondly, i would wanna fly to australia to spend at least two weeks with nicole . thridly, i would wanna spend as much time as i can with trina and kirsten and that would take about another 2 week . den i would wanna spend most of my night life with noel . i noe that might sound weird . but that is just how it goes =) and den . after that . i would wanna go for camping in the jungle . explore natural life =) . for mayb about 3 days ? and i still have59 days more to go .

i would eat as much ice cream as i can . without having the fear of " shyt , will i be fat" :) . and that will take me at least 2 days to try different different kind of ice cream . yums* den after that . i will stay at home and have a movie marathon . and watch all those movie's that i haven't watch . those outdated movie's u noe . i would wanna watch it with noel : ) and that will definitely take about . 5 days ? den i'll go for jungle tracking up the hill . and watch the sun rise and sun set with the one i love, which is ? my bildo :) . and that will take 2 days . cause i am a clumsy gurl . i might just slip and fall while climbing up the hill . ^^

and there goes, i left 50days . let's see . what else . yeah ! i will definitely find the end of an rainbow . no doubt i don't even know if there's such thing , but yeah . and i will make a wish if i actually find it : ) i want it to be a moment to be remembered . and i want it to be just me and him =) and that will take at least a week . so yeah . loong ? it ain't that easy to find missy = X

den . i'll take 2days off to print out all as in all my pictures that i took with my phone . yesh yesh . i'm vain . rawrr . not to forget, i'll spend another 1week with jlo only : ) go shopping with him . ok . i wont be buying much . but i bet he will . knowing himm *smiles*

i'll take another week to spend my time with my many other friends . just hang out . have some drink . and make sure they will miss me after i'm gone ! :)hehe . den. i'll only have 27 days more to go . i wanna try to ride a horse . and stay in the country side . like for example . in switzerland :) gee . that will be nice :) u noe . the view's and stuff . gahh . if u don't know what i mean . try watching brokeback mountain . den u'll get it =) i'll take off for about 2 weeks for thatt :) i wanna enjoy it with my friends and noel too = D

and there goes . i only have another 13days more to live . honestly . i would wanna spend time with noel for the last few days . i wanna marry him . and get commited to him . no doubt i noe he cant be a good husband . but who cares . and and i wanna cuddle up with him all night long , talk to him till i fall asleep . listen's to his bed time story =) watch him smile . and make sure he will be happy after i'm gone . and i am gonna tell him that he is gonna find someone better than me after i'm gone . he can do it . it is not that hard to find someone to love and to be loved :) and there goes . that's about it . and also . just right before i go . i am gonna tell my mama that i love her soo much . and i am gonna tell my dad that i love him too actually . and as for my sister ? she will and always will be my sister for the rest of my life . we share the same blood sister = )

and as for all my money that i have in the bank . my savings and all . i ain't gonna give it to my family . instead . i'm gonna burry it somewhere . if ur lucky enough , u might become rich *wink*

so basically, i am just gonna have fun till the fullest till my life goes *puff* . but don wry . i am going no where . i am just telling people what i would do if i only have 3months more to survive : )
take care peeps .

mwah-
*lixian*

2006-08-07T19:30:00.000+08:00

. : : JLO'S BIRTHDAY : : . -7/8/2006

okay . yes . it has been a loong time since i write a post for this blog . nana was the one that has been uploading those picture's and all . thanks for keeping this blog alive : )

let's see . what's new ? nothingg muchh . everything is as normal as ever . i think . having a useless boyfriend is in my family's gin . as in seriously . my mom had a fucked up boyfriend . which is my dad right now . my sister ? gee . her boyfriend is the worst ever . and me ? i have noel :) and i wurvee him ^.^

okay, actually . he's not that bad la . is just his attitude that i have to put up with . gee . it get's so irritating at time's . but yeah . i guess i really need to deal with it either . same way as he is dealing with my attitude . i ain't a good girlfriend either =)

today's jlo's birthday ! happy birthday jloo !!!! i'll always remember u !!! ur 21 now ! and of course . ur free to fuck now ! go find a chun wife ok ok ? den i can be the erm . erm . kai ma for the baby : ) make sure its a girl u noe ! okay . more about jlo . since i'm in the mood to blogg . i knew jlo like . since 3years agoo . that time . of course . i was only form one . the nerdy form one actually . den i got to knew jlo through nicole :)

yes . nicole and jlo were together for a loong time . and if i am not mistaken . 1year 8 months i think . den after that . hmm . dont really wanna tell . well . shyt happens =) . den nic had to go australia not long after that . so yeah . den after that me and jlo didn't even talk at all . until one day . we just suddenly talk i think . so yeah . we became closer and closer . he's like my male bytch la . someone who can gossip kao kao with and all . haha . it hurts to say this . but jlo is actually cute. and a lot of ppl find him attractive and uniq . bleah . to me . he is always jlo . haha . till today . he is 21 d . sigh . time passes so fast huh ? he is big d loo . must noe how to think d noee?? cannot do stupid stupid things d . and u are twenty one . not twenteen one ! face the fact ur old d juen lim ! :)
jlo love's to read doraemon comic ! so do i! :) it's freaking nice ! hehe .
i have plenty of picture's of jlo ! . since i was form one till now. wait yea !

when i was in form one, jlo look's like that *smiles*

nicole & jlo =) -last year-

childish jlo . but i still lovee him :)

of course . jlo the vainpot is on the right

-jlo and the baby-

look . just look at jlo . u'll understand why he is known as the vainpot = )

jlo and his botak hair *laughing*

poor jlo , sleeping in . god know's where ?

recentlys picture . jlo and his current girlfriend *wink*

that's about it for now la . kinda lazy d . so far . just wanna wish him . another happy 21st birthday :)and i am really glad to have a friend like him :)i wurvee u jloo = )
much love . mwah *

-lixian- <3

Another post by the lifeless one. =.="

2006-08-06T02:46:00.000+08:00

As mentioned before,I'm going to post up pictures of Xixi's birthday dinner since I'm so lifeless. *wink

Ok.Lets start from the beginning for those who bother to read the entire post.Xixi,kiki and I were already planning xixi's birthday a week before her actual birthday.But in the end tak jadi for a considerably big party;so she decided to have a xixi-'s-close-friend-gathering birthday dinner at bakerzines.so yala,like that.Jazzle dazzle and May Yi went early to get xixi's birthday present;gorgeous xoxo top.I arrived later,meeting up with them and xixi to drag them to get xixi's forever 21 pj pants.hahaha.Xixi & I took some other stuff to AHEM "try on" *nudge nudge* lalala. (Xixi,feel free to post more pictures if you have any.heh)

In The Changing room

Xixi changing her pants.wahahah.those 'hamsap' girls outside.

Ok,I found the mirror effect thing quite amusing.aha.jiakun.

In Bakerzine

After forever 21,'ngam ngam' j.lo called xixi and told her hes at bakerzine already,so xixi and may yi went off to meet up with j.lo while jazzle dazzle and I went back to osc to get gordon and koon sheng to go bakerzine.At bakerzine,we all sat down,tables put together for us,menus given to us.all classy classy.then when we opened the menu,"oh my gosh.The food like,damn expensive right" flipflipflip.Xixi didn't expect it to be that expensive and we had intentions of just leaving but then we didn't wanna lose whats left of our dignity.Malu sial.So we just ended up ordering drinks to "give face" or rather not lose face and talked awholelotta shit from then onwards.

May Yi And I. =)

Jazzle dazzle & nana. <3
Moving on,we wanted to go to a cheaper place so I suggested bbq plaza;I went there once with ben,momo and the others,the grill thingy was fun and since they've never been there before.Jom lah.

J.lo observing the unidentified grilling object.

J.lo analyzing the use of the unidentified grilling object.

Ok lah.He was just posing.He didn't even eat anything.

Same goes for them.Spectators.

May yi,Jazzle dazzle,Xixi the birthday dinner girl & nana.Muacks.

I forgot xixi doesn't take meat,so we celebrated xixi's birthday dinner at bbq plaza for jackshits since xixi only ate the udon,but we had fun fiddling with the grilling and boiling right?right?haha.In the end,we had a who-has-the-best-grilled-rice competition.May yi,Jazzle dazzle & J.Lo versus Xixi,nana & gordon.wahahaha.cili padi,garlic,special sauce,lime,pig fats,left overs,campur campur gila gila.grilllll.Final verdict by judge koon sheng? No winner.both also "ok la" .Oh,and oldnewspaperboy came to join us too later on.haha.

We went back to osc after that,got mcd's,parted our own ways,and everyone went home.The end.

Lovess.

*Kiki was very much missed during the birthday dinner. =(

- nana

I'm on a highway to hell. ; )

2006-08-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

Today,I just got myself a one-way ticket to hell.conscience is such a pain in the anal.

*I was told that there are buffets down there.

Anyway,more videos.Xixi's Bildo and the infamous old newspaperboy,Lazaroo,On the humanely wrong weight losing thingymajiggy,I gallop;before the bbq.

another random video recorded by the one and only true poser queen,Jia Wen.during the bbq.

& a couple other pictures during my Responsible boyfriend's birthday bbq.Thanks kiki & xixi for making it,eventhough you girls dresscodeffked me.(Yes,I'm still whining about it now.)I still love the both of you so very much though of course.

Kiki & Nana #1 .*Kiki looks sooosoo adorable .

Seng Ang & Yi Wen

Bildo & Lazaroo,fencing with barbeque forks.Very much entertaining.

The Birthday boy/Responsible boyfriend,The Classmate's cousin brother & The Eggd one.

Kiki Nana #2 Xixi keeps disappearing off to godknowswhere.I guess shes camwhoring solo for now.

Me And the true poser queen,Jia Wen. ; )

I'll post more about Xixi's birthday dinner another day.Man,am I incredibly jobless.I seem to be blogging the most here.NO!

- Nana <3333>

The never ending vicissitudes of life

2006-07-28T23:07:00.000+08:00

Wednesday 26.07.06

It was xixi's birthday.Belated happy birthday,my dear.Nicole & Lolo planned to surprise her on tuesday night,as posted by xixi below.I would've gone if my godforsaken 'father' didn't sabotage my plans yet again.I felt so bad about ffking that I apologised to xixi straight after that*without ruining the surprise of course.haih.Again,I'm sorry xixi. =(

Thursday 27.07.06

It was sports day.I wasn't sure whether I qualified for any of the events or not,but I had already decided to go to the stadium at 9 to watch the cheer.I went to j1 first,to meet up with ashy and that boyfriend of mine who woke up an hour late that day 'cause he was busy dota-ing the whole night.When he finally came,he decided that he actually wanted to go for sports day,but he needed the shirt.Everyone else left for the stadium already,so he had to wait till his parents left the house to get the smkdj shirt at home.At 9.30,he got the shirt and we went to the stadium by 10++.He and edmund surprisingly managed to get in.I went around finding Kiki & Antheaa;Sat around with them snip snapping for about half an hour more or less.

Antheeyaa & Kiki *grins*

Ones For free and Ones from Guess.

Antheeya & I.I'm still waiting for that someday,Kiki.wahaha.

Reebok,Adidas & Skechers.I Think?

Kiki Nana <33mana xixi?hilang.tidur.

Then,DUM DUM DUM.Mun yoong's handphone was missing,called his phone.nobody picked up the phone and then it magicly turned itself off.He recalled leaving it at home & so I left Kiki & Antheeya to follow him back to his house to find his handphone.Went back to his house,handphone was nowhere to be seen.Only explanation,Either the cab driver took it or that other passenger who got in the same cab we got off of took it.We returned to the stadium,to find out that we weren't allowed in cause a teacher labelled us as the restricted outsiders.So we went to the nearby mamak to settle the missing handphone situation,made a couple of calls to the taxi service and so and so.We met up with the cab driver again,apparently,it was the latter explanation aforementioned.The driver offered to fetch us to aman suria where he dropped off that blardy passenger to find that dumbfcuk.We went from building to building,block to block,floor to floor,door to door asking if they've seen that dumbfcuk.In the end,no luck.No wonder Moral is compulsory;although people like us do not really require it. =) *Haih,poor babe.1.6k Poof gone,just like that.What a waste.

Friday 28.07.06

I haven't seen xixi for 3 days already,I kinda miss her. =( at least I'll get to see her tomorrow.mmhmmmhmm *nods head* Poor kiki will be stuck at her grandma's place.aih.I'm gonna waste some space ranting about what an asshole my 'father' is since he took practically half my wardrobe,the supposed obscene ones and dumped it godknowswhere without my consent.Blardy hell,its malaysia for godssake,its not freakin canada where sleeveless arent appropriate for the weather.I might as well be a nun or live in saudi arabia where woman are suppose to dress up like goddamn ninjas 24/7.All my mngs,topshop,miss selfridge,zara,guess,xoxo.GONE.It was months of my bloody allowance.Indecent?as if his clothes are anymore decent than mine,he looks like simon cowell plus out of control beer belly in them.ARGH!I'm going to take jian hao's advice and accumulate his clothing and donate them to the needy.grrrrr.

- Nana

2006-07-28T06:03:00.000+08:00

hey babess ! i'm soo fucking boredd ! and i uploaded most of our pics ! check it out babeyhh ! mwah *

Get Your Own! | View Slideshow

2006-07-27T18:15:00.000+08:00

my birthday cake from all my belover friends :)

MY BIRTHDAY

yesterday, all my troubles really seems so far away ! as in seriously . girls, i don't know what should i do to thank you guys for last night , as in seriously . first of all . i would wanna thank nicole for having such brilliant idea for my birthday . no doubt she's in australia right now, but she will be coming back this decemeber ! i am soo looking foward for that : ) u noe i mishh u soo much nicolee ! : ) thanks again ! it ment soooo muchh to mee ! :)

secondly, it's jlo !well , if it wasn't for him to buy the cake . i don't think i would have had such a wonderful nighht :)
i wurve u jlo ! and u noe it don't u vainpot :) u are my one and only male bytch i can click to . well . most of the time la actually =)

and not to forget . kiki ! thanks for coming yesterday ! i was seriously shocked to see u outside my room ! i was soo touched ! i lovee u kiki ! <3>
next, nana ! its okay that u couldn't make it . its the thought that count's darhlling =) and nope, i wasn't disappointed that u couldn't come . i wurvee u nana! mwa -

jeslyn, well, sadly. u couldn't come that day . but its alrighht . at least u were part of it ! thanks babe :)

well, these people are really something to me ! :) no doubt i'm not close to rhema no more . but i would still wanna thank her for those things she had done for me . i appreciate it a lot . sighh .

-those time-

honestly, if it wasn't for all this people . i wouldn't know where i would stand right now . and what would my life be . what else would be better than having good friends like em ? i wurvee u guys soo much ! <3